A/N: I've got internet people...my world isn't going to explode. Hope you enjoy.
~M
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Dan:
This is one of the hardest things to write, I cant find any words, I cant find a way to begin. I mean in all honesty, how do you tell someone that you and your younger brother are getting beaten by your alcoholic, drug abusive father, and lost your mother, your favourite person in the world, three years ago. If anyone can and I cant. Then I must be a bloody idiot. Just be honest with them Dan. From what you know of Phil and Katherine, they are loving, supportive, and caring people who wouldn't judge you even if their lives depended on it. They care about you Dan, please believe them. I'm going to listen to my heart for once and start typing everything that happened the night before. I start typing calmly. But my sadness and anger start to fulfill my body, from my feet all the way to the tips of my fingers. I stop typing, I need to calm down. Breath in and out Dan. After calming myself down I begin typing again, I get lost in my own words and before I know it I have two pages filled on a word document and an empty mind. Is this what venting your feelings feels like? Because I'm not used to it. I usually keep everything bottled inside, things are better that way. But this time was different, it felt good to vent, knowing I'd have no consequences. I hear footsteps coming back into the room. I place Katherine's laptop on the coffee table in front of me and wait for them to re-enter the room. Phil and his mum both walk in, my anxiety comes back again. I think Phil noticed this as when he sat down he grabbed my hand again and gave it a reassuring squeeze. My nerves slipped away slightly, even though they where about to know the truth about me, the worry slipped away from me to almost nothing. I realize that around these people I have nothing to be ashamed of.
A/N: Yay for internet!!!! Ill be updating 2 more times today since this was literally 350 words. See you guys later
~M
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Flames {phan au}
FanfictionDan's a musician, dark, alone, isolated, deep, and mute. Phil's an artist, colourful, optimistic, open, and cheery They say opposites attract, are they right? Second story. Enjoy ~J 17,868 words ~minus authors notes~
