Flames {phan au}

*please believe pt. 2*

Phil:

[But every time I look into your eyes I always saw/see something I dont have. I see a person who looks for the better in people, and I see eyes that are full of love. For everybody and everything that deserved it. Which now I think, I dont deserve your love. Clearly. Because I know you, and if you love something then you'll say it. That's why you never said I love you back, when I told you.]

Dan's heartbroken. No more hiding my feelings from him. I need to let him know. Even though I hate to admit it, I didn't know if I loved him or not. But my heart still melted when he told me that he loved me. I hope he still does, Or I'm about to make a giant mistake.

"Dan...Dan look at me." I commanded. He turns his head so I can see his face. His face is lined with red from his tears. I look into his bloodshot, watery, brown eyes. I force forward and lock our lips together and put my hand in his hair roughly. I unlock our lips and go to his ear.

"Dan, I do love you. I'll say it as many times as you need to hear it. I'm sorry I never said it before, I was scared and I..don't really know why...but I was and I'm not anymore. I love you I love you I love you." I whispered in his ear. I said the I love you's quickly, and after each time I kissed his cheek. He looked down into his lap. I screwed up. It was too late. I ruined everything. I unraveled my hand from his hair and backed away, still on the floor. I turned away from him and started to cry. My world is falling, and I cant catch it. I then felt a soft touch on my shoulder, I turn and see Dan hovering over me on his knees. He still had watery eyes, but it was more of an after-cry effect. He hands me the notebook again.

[Please say it again so I know it's real]

A giggle escapes me. I turn up to him and look him in the eyes again.

"I love you Dan, I really, really do." I say with tears happily going down my face. I've never been happy when I'm crying, but I finally know what that's like. His smile was so big I'm surprised it fit onto his face. He let a single tear leave his eye. I wrapped my arms around his waist pushed my head into the crick of his neck and absorbed his warmth. While he settled his arms around my back and set his head on my shoulder. I wish I could control time, because if I could then I would make this moment last a million years. So that I could be happy forever.

A/N: SO SHORT IM SORRY another one tonight be ready. Its either going to be the last chapter. Yay

~M