I love seeing you
Your face manages to brighten up my entire day
And i only see you once
You are so beautiful
I told my friend one time that i didn't use that word a lot
Beautiful
I feel like it's such a sacred word that it shouldn't be used that often
Only when it is true
You are so pretty without makeup
Which is unfair considering i look like a twelve year old boy with or without it
i love when your hair is up
or down
i love when you look comfortable
i love when you don't try hard to look good because it makes you look so much better
i love your confidence
and even though i hate it, i love your flirting
i lied to you
and i didn't mean to
well obviously i meant to because i did
but i didn't want to hurt you anymore than i already knew i would
i am terrified of relationships
everything about them makes me uncomfortable
i get scared because i don't want to ruin them
but it ends up ruining them anyway
i have a hard time opening up to people
but you already knew that
i shouldn't have left you
and i sure as hell shouldn't have lied to you when doing so
i've gotten comfortable
with being single
i only have to worry about me now
sometimes it's nice to be a little selfish
but i can't help but wonder
what you and i would be like
you stopped talking to me
and i don't even know why
i invited you out for dinner
you never followed up on your answer
and you haven't talked to me since
and now you say hi to me in the hallways sometimes
but sometimes when i'm in a bad mood you don't
like you know how grumpy i am
you can read me
you can still talk to me
i'm still here
