The Elements (CURRENTLY BEING EDITED AND REWRITED)

37. Or I can do this.

He kissed me.

No. Let me reformulate it. He is kissing me and I feel like I'm on cloud 9, but that's not my problem. My problem is that HE IS FREAKING KISSING ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. To make things better, I'm even standing still like an idiot with my eyes wide open staring eyes crossed at him.

I'm so lame, I swear....

Do something you idiot! You waited for this moment for so long so don't be stupid and ruin it!

Finally, I recovered from my little shock and my instincts kicked in. I closed my eyes and kissed him back, trying to ignore the little zoo inside my stomach but it seems like it's growing bigger and bigger by the moment.

I can swear that his lips taste like the best chocolate milkshake I've ever drink and I want to taste it forever and always. And damn, his lips are rosier and fuller then mine. And my lips aren't little, I assure you.

Can you faint from a kiss? Because now I'm really feel a little Light headed. 

When we pulled away, in the same time I may add, I realized that I was feeling Light headed because of the lack of the oxygen.

His face was so close that I can count all his freckles, that I adore so much. I couldn't help but stare in his beautiful dark blue eyes as he stares back in my plain blue ones.

I wanted to ask him so many questions but I don't know what to ask first. 

Why is he so nice to me? 

Why he likes to piss me off so much?

Why is he always helping me?

Why he kissed me?

I finally pulled together all my courage and opened my mouth to ask all those questions but he stopped me by peaking my lips.

"I know you want to ask so many questions, but please, lets just enjoy this moment for as long as possible and I promise that I'll answer all your questions another time." he said and smiled but I could still see the sadness behind that smile.

But why he would be sad? Did I do something? I'm such an idiot. Of course it's because of me. Why I always have to ruin everything?

My thoughts were interrupted when he hugged me. "You did nothing wrong Lighty. Stop overthinking. You will understand all of this at the right time." he tighten his embrace when he said the last part. Like he was afraid to lose me.

But why?

God, how much I hate that question: Why?

"I like you more when you are full of sarcasm and bullshit. Now, you're speaking like a puppy is about to die and I don't like that because I love puppies. So, switch back to sarcasm and bullshit please." I said and rested my head on his hard but soft in the same time, chest.

I smiled when his chest vibrated when he chuckled. "You really are one hell of a something, Lighty."

"What can I say? I'm trying my best." I shrugged and turned around to look at the 3 AM forest.

I wrapped the blanket better around me and hugged the mug with my hands. A pair of strong arms hugged me and someone putted his head on my right shoulder. 

"Touchy much aren't we today?" I teased him but I was smiling the whole time.

"Shut up. I'm not touchy. I'm cold and don't even try to deny the fact that you don't like this."

I giggled and took the blanket from my shoulders and I motioned to him to let me go. He looked at me confused but did how I said. I placed the blanket around his shoulders.