The Elements (CURRENTLY BEING EDITED AND REWRITED)

41. I'll die.

The school was finally over and I was on my way home, while looking frenetically everywhere. Call me paranoid, but I just killed 2 innocent persons and I'm searched by the whole freaking academy! To say that I'm panicked would be an underestimate. I'm scared shitless and I'm so close to packing my things and run, but that would be too lame for me.

I sighed in relief and rested my head on the front door when I entered into my safe place, for now.

"Hey. Have you seen the rest of the guys?"

I screamed and turned around with one hand on my heart. "What the fuck, Ash?!"

"Sorry for scaring you. Are you okay? You look a little shaken." he said and jumped on the couch opening the TV.

Yes, you are perfectly fine except the fact that you killed innocent persons and you are such a lame thing that you can't assume what you did!

Fuck you and shut the fuck up.

I rolled my eyes and scoffed. "I don't have a reason to be okay, Ash. Do I need to remained you about what happened in the last 2 days?" my tone was full of venom and my face blank.

"I guess you're right, but you should forget about it. It's not so important. Stop living in the past." he wasn't even looking at me when he said this.

A dry laugh escaped my lips. "It's very hard to do this since 'the past' lives in the same house as me and it's avoiding me as I'm a plague."

He sighed and looked at me with a sad face. "Shadow we aren't-"

"Then why the fuck you ignored me the whole day and why you left in the morning without checking if I'm in my room, getting ready for school?" I cut him and asked getting a little angry.

Because they don't care, little me. I hate to tell you I told you so, but I told you so. I just want you to be happy.

*internal scoff* Sure you want. Now, shut up.

He sighed again with his head hanging low.

"Silence is an answer too, Ash." and with that I walked up in now my room since Sparky is more absent here and more present in someone's else room. I'm wondering in who's room?

Even if you are lame and naïve, at last you have a very good sarcasm.

"Shut in the name of God, the fuck up! I didn't asked for your damn opinion because I don't want it! So keep it and shut up!" I threw my the backpack on the ground and changed in a loosen red shirt and some black leggings.

Good. Now that I'm all comfortable, let's think. What can I do to avoid being caught and killed?

Can I say something?

No, you can't and no, we won't kill anyone.

Why?? Think about it! If we kill th-

NO. I said that we won't kill anyone and we won't! I am the leader here and you have to listen to me!

My head ringed with a dark laugh that made me shake in fear.

I'll let you think this for a little longer, little me, but don't forget that I'm always here and I know everything.

GO AWAY!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!

I'm not going to leave you alone and I'm not going anywhere. I'm here.

Right now, I'm losing all my hopes for surviving this shit and that stupid voice scared the living shit out of me. What the fuck is going on? What this voice wants for me?