Love Me Til The End (complete)

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2 Weeks Later:
The date went well so we decided to go on a second date . He was really really nice and everything but I'm still very hung up on Stiles. I honestly can't believe I said yes when I'm in this date. I wish I could go back and say no. I decided to meet him there. It's not that he didn't offer, he did. Like 20 times. I just didn't want to be in a car with him because he always wants to talk to me about me.

So I met him there at around 6:30. When I see him I walked up to him and he smiles when he sees me. Just like Stiles. I smile and I hug him. He kisses my cheek and walks me inside of the bowling alley.

"A 6 and a 3 and a half."he says. I look over to him raising an eyebrow. "How do you-?" I begin to ask before he answers me. "You're standing on the mat. I see your shoe size." he says.

We put on our shoes and start to play. When I'm about to roll the ball, he sneaks up behind me and kisses my cheek. I smile before I roll the ball. I get a strike and turn to him and say "Your turn." I sit down on the bench.

1 Hour Later:
We're in a McDonald's eating our dinner. We haven't really talked much tonight. We didn't really do much big things. I mean we kissed but it was awkward. He grabs my hand and looks into my eyes. I smile at him.

"Hey, Lydia, I love you."he says. All of my insides shriveled up and I didn't know what to say.
"I love you too." I lie. He smiles and looks down at the table. "Thank god you feel that same way. Everyone kept telling me it was too soon to love someone but I knew that you're different." he says.

After dinner he kisses me again and I go home. The whole ride home I kept thinking why did I say that. I don't love him. I still love Stiles. I think I'll always love Stiles.

I finally get home and I lie down on my bed and put my hands over my face and groan into my hands. "Oh god. What did I do?"