I grab my shirt and pull it over my head. I fix my hair and open the door. He sitting there with his shirt in his hand but everything else on and he's on the phone. He doesn't even bother to look up at me. I see small tears forming in his eyes. He runs his hand through his hair. He turns the other way.
"Why do I have to do this? This isn't fair for me!"he says with his voice trembling. "That's a bullshit answer! Why the hell do I-?I didn't even want to! I don't care about my career if-." He stops talking. He sighs and looks down at the floor. He shakes his head and breathes in. "Fine." he says. He hangs up the phone and slips it into his back pocket and turns around and looks at me. His mouth opened slightly.
"Hey. I'm sorry I didn't know you were standing there." he says. He didn't have tears in his eyes anymore. I walk towards him and he looks away from me. "What's wrong?"I ask. He looks down. "Stiles,come on you can tell me. It's me." I say. I wrap my arms around his waist and puts my head under his chin. He wraps me in a bear hug and kisses the top of my head and he quietly says: "We have to breakup."
I push out of the hug and slowly step away from him. Tears fill my eyes in the matter of seconds. "What?"I ask. He's about to say something but I cut him off. "The morning after you get laid you decide to break things off?!" He shakes his head.
"It's not like that,Lyds! You know-!"he begins but I cut him off. "Don't call me that!" I scream. Tears start to stream down my face. "I'm sorry. There's no need to yell right now. I'll explain everything.Lets just be a little reasonable." he says. I scoff. "How can I be reasonable? I was in love with you! i thought you loved me too!To me our love was everything and you were my whole life. It is not very pleasant to realize that to you it was only a big scam, just so then you could sleep with me and be done with me!" I scream out.
Stiles shakes his head. "Lydia it's not like you think! It's just bad timing! Lyds, I do love you. I love you so much it hurts. My manager is making me do this!" he says. I want to believe him, I just don't. "Why does your manager care?!" I ask yelling. "I don't know! She's weird!"he says back.
"You and I both know that love is for children,"he said. "We're adults. Compatibility is for adults." "Compatibility is for my Bluetooth and my car,"I replied. "Only they get along just fine, and my car never makes my bluetooth feel like shit." Stiles flares his nostrils and clenches his fist but still doesn't yell. "Lydia, I'm sorry. Please just hear me out."he says walking towards me. "Stiles! Stop it! Stop trying to explain everything! You just broke yo with me! I need time! I need...you to stop explaining yourself! I just...I can't even look at you!" And what I said, finally broke Stiles. He had a mixed emotion of anger and sadness.
"You know what Lydia? Fuck you! I have tried to be a really nice guy about this but I can't! You're acting like a fucking spoiled brat and you're acting like your the only goddamn one who is getting effected by this! Lydia, I knew I loved you since the first fucking time I saw you. Then I get you and it felt I won everything I've ever wanted in my life. But now I don't have you! Do you know how that makes me feel? I feel like there's a fucking hole in my heart the size of Texas! And you don't even believe that I have to do this!" Stiles yelled. He puts his shirt over his head and walks towards the door. He stops at the door and turns around to look at me. "Goodbye,Lydia."he says. He opens the door and shuts it. I cried for about and hour or two and then I texted Allison.
Allison: GIRLLLL U AND STILES ARE IN 10 MOST SHIPPED COUPLE IN HOLLYWOOD!!!!
I started to cry even harder.
Lydia: Allison we broke up.
Allison: Oh. I'm sorry. Do you want me to come over?
Lydia: Yes. Very much.
Allison: Okay. Be there in 10.
I go to my bedroom and put on the rest of my clothes and cry into my pillow. Allison came right in which I honestly didn't mind. She sits down next to me and holds onto my hand. "You okay,Lydia?"she asks. I shake my head. "Do you want to watch something?" I shake my head again. "Do you want to just sit down and cry for a little bit?" I nod. I sit up and hug her. I sob a little bit in her shoulder. About 3 minutes later and pull out of the hug.
"I'm sorry. I got snot on your shoulder." I say still kind of crying. She smiles a little bit. "I don't care. You need to cry. Do you want to tell me what happened?" she asks. I didn't want to but I knew she wanted to know so I nodded. I told her everything that happened. From the night before to this morning. I told her everything.
"I don't think he just did that. He told you that whole speech and didn't just say 'Look I'm sorry.'" she says. "He was crying and he was talking to someone on the phone. It was probably his manager! I've been with Scott for like 4 years and I know how much I love him. And I know what love looks like. You guys seriously loved each other. And it was just a coincidence it happened the night after you had sex. He really loved you."
2 Weeks Later: I got a new job and today was my first day. I was still heartbroken over the break up but I didn't tell anyone about it. Around 12, Allison sent me a picture.
Allison: Lydia, he looks so sad.
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Lydia: No. He looks tired. And cute. Very cute. I turn off my phone and stand up from my desk. I bump. into this super attractive guy. "Sorry."'I say. He smiles when he sees me.
"It's okay. Hey, are you the new girl?"he asks. I nod. "I'm Jackson." he says. "Lydia." I reply. "Well I know we just met but I think your gorgeous." he says. "Do you want to go out for drinks sometime?" I'm still hung up on Stiles and I really want to get over him so... "Yeah, that would be great."
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