words ♤ frerard

chapter//twenty

They were a sweaty, panting mess covered in cum, their sheets were messed up and their room reeked of sex, but they didn't care, they were in each other's arms, holding onto each other like the entire world depended on it. But to them, the world was the very least of their worries, the world could die right then and there and they wouldn't even notice, they wouldn't care. Right then are there, there wasn't anyone other than them. And through soft exchanges of "I love you"s, Gerard's head was racing, deciding that although it was bad timing, terrible, actually, he needed to ask the younger boy. 

"Will you marry me?"

// twelve hours earlier //

"The lasagna was good," Gerard commented, licking his lips as if he were proving his point. Frank snorted in amusement, knowing very well that Gerard probably only had one bite of that lasagna since he was far more interested in telling the story of their love life to Pete and Ashley. "What's so funny?" 

"Did you even have two bites of it?" Frank asked him, raising his eyebrows curiously. Gerard shrugged, as if avoiding the question, but just barely. "Uh huh," Frank teased, nudging Gerard's shoulder playfully. Gerard grinned and wrapped his arm around Frank's waist, pulling the shorter boy closer to him. 

"Hey, guys!" Pete shouted, making the two of them turn around. "I'm gonna, um, go home with her. Give you two some alone time." Pete wiggled his eyebrows, making Gerard roll his eyes in return. 

"You get some, Pete!" Frank shouted back, winking suggestively, although Pete probably couldn't see him. The two of them got into a car, and Frank couldn't help but climb over the console and straddle Gerard, before placing his lips on Gerard's and rolling his hips down into his. 

"Fuck- Frank," Gerard gasped, grabbing the younger's hips. "We can't do this, fuck, right here." Frank was lightly nipping and biting at Gerard's neck, before letting out a soft whine at his words. "It's illegal." 

"Yeah, well so is murder, but that didn't stop you," Frank noted, reattaching his lips to Gerard's neck. Gerard couldn't argue with that, so he finally gave into Frank's want to have sex right then and there, and the two of them ended up doing it in the back of Gerard's car, where anyone could see them in the parking lot of a restaurant, but that lit their nerves on fire. 

The two of them, by the time they finished, didn't want to move. But Gerard knew he had to get Frank and him back to their apartment, so he finally climbed back into the driver's seat and took off. "I love you," Frank hummed from the back of the car, "So fucking much." Gerard grinned and this, unable to contain it.

"I love you too, Baby Boy," Gerard replied. Frank murmured contently and slipped off to sleep, which only made Gerard want to pull over and lay back there with him, but Gerard drove on. Finally, when he reached the apartment, he had to carry Frank inside and help him change into a clean pair of boxers before the two of them could fall asleep. But then they finally did, it was dreamless, it was a wonderful night. but the morning was better.

//

"Will you marry me?" Gerard let the question slip off his lips without a second thought, making Frank's eyes shoot open, his jaw slightly dropped. "I don't have a ring, o-or anything like that," Gerard rushed. "But we can work it out. We can do it." Frank's mind raced with answers, as he tried to get his brain to settle on just one of them. 

"I wanted to be the one to propose to you," Frank said, instantly regretting his words, but Gerard just chuckled softly and smiled.

"Ever since we were young I dreamed of proposing to you, my love," Gerard whispered, leaning his forehead against Frank's. Frank closed his eyes and placed his cold hand on Gerard's hip, as he thought of an answer. Frank wanted to say no, but he also wanted to say yes, so badly. Finally, through swollen lips with a shaking voice, Frank responded to the love of his life. 

"Gerard, I- I can't," Frank stumbled over his words, and he felt Gerard pull away from him ever so slightly, sadness very clear on his features. "I can't say no." Frank swallowed hard, lightly kissing Gerard before continuing. "I love you so fucking much, Gerard. How could I say no? Yes, yes, of course, I'll marry you. I love you, I love you. . ." Frank pulled Gerard closer to him and buried his face in the older man's shoulder. 

"I love you too Frank, I always have and I always will, you don't understand how much you mean to me, or how much it means that you said yes. I was expecting a no, thank you, fuck, I love you." The two of them fell asleep like that, tangled in the sheets, their souls tangled together, and their engagement now the only thing on either of their minds and honestly, they wouldn't have it any other way.

- this is the end. this was not going to be the end but it works, and my motivation for this story is kind of gone, and unless i get it back there will be no sequel. i'm not doing an epilogue either, for the simple fact that one day there might be a sequel.

-kota \\