Just A Hood Rich Kid

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

“I hate how much I love you

I can’t stand how much I need you”

 

-Rihanna

 

Jayda

Okay so I know most people saw the jealousy in my eyes when I seen Peyton with that girl and I think it was because she was really pretty. I was trying to avoid them though because I didn’t want to talk to him but he had pulled me to the side and I just acted really mean to him because I saw that girl. Anyways he was on his way up the stairs and I just laid on the bed staring up at the ceiling.

"What's up?" Peyton said walking in and sitting down on the bed.

"So your not busy today?" I asked staring at him. He was looking so good and the boy shorts I had on wasn't making the situation any better. I probably should have put on something over them anyways because he kind of stared at me for a minute.

"Don't start Jay."

"Fine, I won't."

We stared at each other not saying anything. I wanted him so bad at the moment and I just started biting down on my lips.

"Why you staring?" he asked me while his eyes scanned my body.

"Why do you come in here looking like you do?" I asked honestly.

"I could ask you the same thing."

I know this isn't right at all but I couldn't help myself anymore, I climbed on top of him kissing him deeply and what was strange was that he wasn't pulling back. His hands roamed under my shirt as I kissed his neck. I just wanted to have him in me right now even though it wasn't right.

His hands roamed down to my boy short underwear and he pulled them down and stuck his fingers inside me...I swear I was in heaven. I just started moaning loudly because I didn't want his hands anymore I wanted him to put the condom on and go to work.

"Peyton..." I whispered in his ear then he just stopped and pushed me off of him.

I stared at him confused and he just shook his head.

"I gotta go because this ain't what I do Jay, you know I'm with someone else right now." he said.

"I'm sorry Peyton but I can't just sit here and act like I don't have feelings for you because I do, I'm just really confused right now." I said to him.

"What the hell Jay? I love you so damn much, why would you do this shit to me?" he yelled at me.

"Do what?" I asked.

"I asked you who you wanted to be with and you choose Jaeson over me, why would you wait until I found somebody else to tell me this shit? Why?!" he kept yelling.

"I don't know."

Peyton

 

I just kept yelling at her because this shit was already bad enough she picked his ass over me like damn that was fucked up.

"I don't know." she said

It was pissing me off because what I did to her was wrong but she started it and now I can't face Daria knowing I did this shit.

"Why didn't you stay with me?" I said to her.