Chapter 20
"I've loved and I've lost"
-Drake
Peyton
"Where you going to again?!" I asked not knowing if I was hearing her right.
"I'm going to Jae house to talk to his mom..." Jayda trailed off.
She don't got too many more times to be fucking with him before I just say let's go back to being friends because she real confused right now and I'm trying to be in a stable relationship now but that's hard to do cause she don't know what she want.
"You want me to make this easy for you?" I asked.
I think she knew what I was about to say because she sighed and didn't say anything.
"What?" she asked nervously.
"I'm so serious this time, but I wanna be friends because you don't know who you want so I'm just making this situation easier." I said leaning back in my seat because I was just driving aroud town.
"That's not fair to me Peyton." she said.
"When have you ever seen a heart break even? Never, look it's not like we aren't gonna get back together but right now ain't the time and I understand you still in love with him or whatever, I don't care but I still love you and we still friends, that's how I see it."
"You don't want to be with me?" Jayda asked.
"It ain't that, you don't know who you want." I said staring out the window.
"I want you Peyton." I just laughed a little, it wasn't funny and I know I shouldn't have but did you hear what she just said.
"So we are over?"
"Yeah, I think you just need to move on with your first and I'm gonna move on with mines cause I know it's hard getting over on a first everything."
"But my first everything was with you."
"Not everything. You know deep down you still want Jaeson that's why this lil' so called relarionship of ours ain't getting no where but in the toilet with the rest of the shit." I said getting kind of mad.
"Just because I didn't give it to you first, you shouldn't be jealous Peyton."
That was my cue to get off the phone with her so that's was what I was about to do.
"You know what, just call me when you ready to move on...if you ever do and I'll talk to you later. Good Day." I said hanging up.
I was pissed of because of the shit she do and say! I'm just like fuck everything, I don't care about a relationship, it ain't worth especially when you fighting for a girl that's still in love with her ex. I'm done fighting for though because I done it way too many times before and it's not happening again....I give up on this love thing. The way I see is that you love some and you lose some. That's just life!
****SO I KNOW THIS WAS SHORT BUT ITS 230 IN THE MORNING AND IM TIRED SO I HOPED YOU ENJOYED THAT LIL PART, THERES MORE COMING SOON.****
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