Just A Hood Rich Kid

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

“After all of this time that we tried

I found out we were living a lie and

After all of this love that we made

I know now you don’t love me the same…

The way that I love you.”

 

-Ashanti

 

Jayda

He walked in and I just stared at him. I had all the proof I needed.

“Where have you been?” I said looking at Jaeson. He walked right past me into the room like I hadn’t said anything.

I had Gabrielle in her room sleeping in her crib, taking a nap.

“Look, I don’t have time for 21 questions.” Jaeson said.

He smelled of weed and he looked very intoxicated so what the fuck was he doing? It was pissing me off already.

“Where the hell were you?” I asked him.

“Out my face Jayda.” He said.

His eyes were so red he couldn’t even get away with lying to so he need to go ahead and confess so I can get this over with.

“Who the fuck is this Messiah girl? Who is she?” I asked him. I didn’t even get loud with I just said it as calm as I could and he looked at me and sat on the edge of his bed.

“I don’t know what you talking about.” Jaeson said.

“You need to tell me the truth…Jaeson that’s all I want.” I said. I really didn’t feel like arguing tonight but I think that’s what he wanted.

“I don’t know what the fuck you talking about! Shut the fuck up talking to me!!” He yelled standing in my face.

“You are a damn liar, I got the proof Jaeson!” I yelled back at him.

“What fucking proof? Show me something shid.” He said.

“Are you cheating on me?” I asked him.

“No damn! Quit riding my damn nuts.”

I walked over to my dresser drawer and pulled out an envelope and took out the papers and pictures and threw them at him.

“She came over here looking for you…telling me she was pregnant! You know her.” I yelled.

“So what I been fucking her since we been together aight. She probably is pregnant with a baby but it ain’t mine.”

My heart dropped and I stared at him while tears fell from my eyes.

“I hate you Jaeson! You are a liar….I trusted you!” I said grabbing his phone and going through it seeing all the proof I needed. The text messages, pictures, and the phone calls.

“Fuck you Jayda you ain’t shit to me!”

“You didn’t say that when you were sleeping in my bed, I gave you everything Jaeson! I gave you so many chances but I’m through with it…all this time I have been trying.”

“I gave up when I found out you was still fucking with Peyton, your ass don’t love me so I don’t love you. I went and fucked another girl so what?!”

Tears poured from my eyes as I stared at him.

“Jaeson why?”

“What the fuck you mean why? You didn’t care about my ass so why should I care about you? I didn’t have to be with you when you got another nigga baby and he fucking some other girl. He don’t give a fuck about you and you still all in his face.”

“I was with you! I wanted you Jaeson that’s why I chose you over him when I could have had him and now I know I should have stayed with him but I trusted yo ass! I trusted you.”

“Whatever you was fucking him when we was together cause you a low down hoe that’s why he don’t want your ass now! That’s why you gonna be here by your damn self cause I don’t give a fuck about you anymore, you used me just like I used you. You tried to replace Peyton with me and that shit didn’t work out to well now did it?! Just let your boy know he not supposed to be living and it’s a hit out for him.”

“Get the fuck out.” I yelled.

“Don’t yell at me cause you fucked up with me and Peyton.” He said getting all of his things.

I can’t believe he did this to me!

I should have known from the beginning, I am never taking him back again.

When he got all his things I followed him to the door and he walked out not saying anything to me and before I closed it Peyton walked in and looked at me and I wiped my eyes.

“What happened?” Peyton asked.

“Nothing.” I said closing and locking the door and walking to Gabrielle’s room and he followed me.

“Jay what’s up mane for real?” He said grabbing my arm and turning me to face him.

I wanted to kiss him because he looked so good right now and I just held my head down.

“Gabrielle is okay, I fed her and everything and she’s just sleeping. If you need anything else just call me and I’ll be here.” I said grabbing her diaper bag and sitting her in her car-seat and Peyton looked at me.

He picked her up and got the diaper bag.

“Is it okay if Daria with me and her?” he asked.

“I don’t care.” I said. I really didn’t care, I’m through trying to get him to leave her because honestly I had several chances to be with him and now he’s in good hands I guess.

“For real?” he asked me.

“Yes, just keep her safe.” I said walking him to the door.

“If you need to talk to me then hit me up.” Peyton said glancing back at me and I nodded and watched him walk out. I closed the door and went and sat on my couch and cried so hard. After all of this time that I tried I found out we were living a lie…I know now he don’t love me the same.

Boo-hoo sad story. Nobody cares about me anymore because I’m a total bitch, I get it! I just don’t even wanna be living right now. I lost everything that I had and I know Gabrielle wouldn’t miss me because at the age she is at now she wouldn’t even know I existed when she got older.

I guess everything Peyton and Jaeson said to me was true. I’m nothing anymore. I just cried and got up and went into the kitchen searching through it. I took the plates out and just started throwing them on the ground and I grabbed the silverware throwing it everywhere.

“Why’d you have to lie to me?!” I yelled throwing things everywhere. I didn’t care at the moment I just wanted to release some stress.

I hate this shit! I’m a teenage mom and a total bitch! I felt it coming up and I was hoping it wasn’t what I thought it was.

I ran to the bathroom and threw up all in the toilet, I felt like my guts were coming up! After I was finished I sat beside it and just continued crying. My life has officially fell apart and it’s all my stupid fault.