Teen Idol [Phanfic]

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i paced around for hours, on empty. i jumped at the slightest of sounds and i couldn't stand the person inside me. i turned all the mirrors around.

two weeks later

dan

he had thanked phil a multitude of times for standing up for him despite the fact that phil had already said 'it's cool, dude' and 'it was nothing'. sometimes he even smiled a little. a little bit more each time. not a lot more but dan noticed it.

he was walked to lunch, he and his friends had made up. he was sitting with them. he saw phil heading outside. lee noticed this too, she noticed dan staring.

"go you doofus." lee grinned a grin that told him she was thinking about them making out behind the school. dan blushed and she chuckled.

he got up though and walked out after phil, strides almost as long as his.

"phil, hey." he smiled nervously at phil when he saw him leaning again the building.

"hey." phil answered, hands in his pockets. something told dan to kiss him. to just go for it. dan moved a little closer, close to the wall. phil sighed, breath swirling in the cold february air.

phil

he looked over at dan, dan had moved closer to him. his heart was beating fast. could dan hear it? he bit his lip and watched dan carefully. his eyes wandered down to his lips. they were soft looking and a light crimson. phil felt the heat prickling in his cheeks, crawling up his neck. he looked away, letting out another breath. he took in another, a deeper one. dan looked over at him. he moved close.

his heart raced faster. he knew what he was doing. he knew he was gay. there was no way he wasn't and there was no going back from here. dan looked at him, puppy dog eyes widening.

as their lips grew close, phil's eyes fluttered shut. dan moved to meet his lips. phil's hands moved from his pockets to dan's hips. it was like they were in sync. like they had done this a million times over.

he pushed dan against the wall. he never wanted to do this when he kissed girls before. sure it was only a couple times and he felt nothing, but with dan he felt sparks flying. electricity ran through his veins. everywhere dan put his hands was set on fire. he felt like he could spontaneously combust.

dan put a hand on phil's neck, the other tangling in his hair. dan pulled a little on his hair and phil let out a gasp into his mouth.

"i'm guessing you've never kissed a boy." dan grinned. phil is a little surprised at this but nodded. "you don't have to be so gentle, i'm not a fragile doll." dan added before biting at phil's neck and kissing.

dan

he hadn't expected phil to kiss him but he did. and he definitely was kissing back. dan put his lips back on phil's after a second. he was making out behind a school. dan pulled away when phil's leg slide between his, he let out a little breath and bit his lip. phil looked at him and dan leaned into him.

"god, don't do that. i'd rather not walk back into class with a boner." dan laughed breathily into phil's neck. phil blushed at this, shifting away.

dan pressed a soft kiss to his lips before moving away.

"lunch is almost over. we should do this again." dan suggested and winked at phil before he started to head inside. phil blushed again.

phil

his mind was racing from the kiss. he had just kissed a boy. no he had made out with one. with dan howell. he put his face in his hands, not out of frustration but because he was hiding a small smile behind though hands.

he had no regrets.

no only that but he learned a lot about dan in those few moments. he was not a innocent as he seemed. that was for sure.

a/n;; a double update! enjoy ;)))

song;; control by halsey

word count;; 679 words