Teen Idol [Phanfic]

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i don't like them innocent. i don't want no face fresh, want them wearing leather. begging, let me be your taste test. i like the sad eyes, bad guys. mouth full of white lies, kiss me in the corridor but quick to tell me goodbye

dan

dan couldn't help but think back to the kiss. sure it was a week ago but he loved every second of it. and plus they had even made out a couple times behind the school since. that first kiss though just meant so much to him.

he let out a sigh and put his face in his hands. he was pulled from his thoughts by the sound of yelling. his parents had been fighting a lot lately and it scared him. what if they split up? he would get to stay with his mom right?

he gulped a little. there was a light knock at his door, dan looked up.

"come in." he muttered. his little sister pushed open the door, the penguin toy that she loved so much in her arms. dan had given it to her when she was one. she waddled over to dan.

"mommy and daddy are scaring me. i don't like the fighting." she whimpered and dan opened his arms to her. she hugged him back and he scooped her up and held her tight in his arms.

"i know, i don't like it either." he sighed and she looked up at him.

"does it scared you too?" she asked, tears on her cheeks. he wiped them away as he nodded.

"yeah." he answered quietly. she wriggled from his arms and sat next to him before handing her penguin to him.

"he makes me feel safe when i am scared so i want you to have him for a little bit so you can not feel scared." she told him, patting dan's forearm and then the penguin. he held it and smiled.

"but what about you, emmy? what if you are scared?" he tilted his head, cuddling the penguin. she giggled a little and dan smiled.

"silly danny! i have you!" she giggled and stood up so she can hug him. she collided into him and dan laughed.

"i love you, danny." emmy says into his sweater.

"i love you too, emmy." dan sighed, resting his head on hers.

his parents were still fighting and he couldn't help but wonder if they were going to be able to fix things this time.

at least he had emmy and phil. . .and the penguin. what was it's name anyways?

"emmy what did you end up naming this penguin?" he looked down at her.

"his name is danny, like you." she smiled and dan felt a warm prickle in his heart.

phil

he sat at home, listening to his dad yell at his mom. he walked down the stairs, hoping that he hadn't hit her yet. then he saw that she was pinned in a corner, his fist was raised in the air. phil ran forward and shoved himself between the two.

"don't hit her." he snapped.

"get out of the way, phil." his dad snarled and phil shook his head, shoving him away from his mom.

"leave her alone, you asshole! you don't work! you just sit around all day while she works!" he yelled and shoved him hard. he fell back. his dad stood after a few minutes.

"so you can't fight when i'm hitting you but you can when i try to hit you mom?" he shot back. "what are you, a queer?"

phil looked away, a guilty look in his eyes. the kiss had happened a week ago and they had continued to make out behind the school almost every day at lunch. even if it was for a few minutes.

"yeah, i know what you are." he hissed at him. "a kid stopped by the other day. showed me a picture of you kissing another fag."

phil looked up, gulping. he looked back at his mom, hoping she would help him but she just looked at him disappointed.

an hour later, he's crawling towards the stairs, coughing up blood. his face is cut up, lip split, bruises already beginning to form.

he packed a bag and forced himself to stand. his bruised ribs told him otherwise.

after lots of effort, he stumbled down the stairs. he was greeted by his mother.

"you have no place in this house, you have to leave. now." she told him and phil just nodded. he didn't have time for this. he was so tired. he had bags under his eyes and blood in his mouth.

he walked outside, stumbling constantly. pain writhed through him as he fell into the front seat of his car and started it. he let his head fall against the steering wheel, wondering how his life became such utter shit and what he had done to deserve it.

a/n;; i'm going to a friend's so i decided to get this chapter out early for you guys! i even made it a bit on the longer side for you guys.

song;; ghost by halsey

word count;; 821 words