It's always been you

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I think of you.
I think of you when I wake up in the morning to when I go to sleep.
My mind keeps me up because you're there.
You're always with me.
In my mind. My heart. My thoughts.
I hate that I love you.
But you grew on me like a caterpillar growing into a butterfly.
You just came to my sight like pure gold.
I hope I never make this awkward for as long as this lasts
If it lasts another month, or 10 months.
I hope we remain worry free of ourselves.
I tell everyone "he's my buddy".
But only do they know..
You're more than a buddy to me.
You're my soul.
I fucking adore you.
But why. Were nothing alike.
But I just love you.
That's all.
You're such a good person.
I can't doubt that
You have It on your every action that is genetically attached to your body.
Your presence is a beauty but a fire that Burns me to the ground in my deep sorrow.
If I could I would have avoided this
But I can't control what the heart "wants".
Goodnight beautiful.
Shine your way through everything you ever do
I'll say I love you in my sleep.
But never outside of this room.
The room where all my secrets beheld.
I'll never let you down again.
My friend.

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