Time

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Time is slipping through my fingers... Soon I won't have you in my day to day life. I won't be able to see you and say "Hi how are you?". I won't be able to hug you... to look at your beautiful eyes in person. It's like water moving in the river under the bridge. You'll be fine. I know you will. I just hope I will be. I hate change and I hate leaving you. But I know it's life and we can't change the cards we are dealt with. I do know that God sent you into my life for a reason. Not that I don't know, but I don't know. I never meant for this to happen, boy. I really just thought it was going to be a small attraction. Like, hey you're cute.. but no. I fell so hard so deep so far now that I don't know how to stop. I'm not going to apologize either because I have loved every second of this. Even when it hurt, I loved it. I don't know if it effected you... I don't know If I want to know. But if you insist, I can try.

The minute I give you the note, this situation, this problem, becomes yours. I hope that you hear every word I am trying to tell you on that lined paper. I hope it makes you smile. I hope it makes your day, I hope it brightens whatever day that brings you dampness. You deserve to be happy the happiest you've ever been. You mean a lot to me I hope you see that as well. I love you to death and back again dude.

When I'm gone, I hope you think of the good times. Not the bad. But I wouldn't trade you for anything so you haven't made my life hell at all. You're the reason I smile. Thank you.

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