Dinah Jane Imagines

Jealous (Part 3)

2 Weeks Later

Dinah's P.O.V

Biting down on my lip, I stared at the door in front of me. Tilting my head slightly I raised my hand but shook my head. "No" I mumbled to myself and headed down the hallway. Running my fingers through my hair, I looked back and groaned before walking back to the door. Licking my bottom lip, I sighed and reached up. Letting go and knocking softly on the door. "Coming" I heard her shout. Taking a deep breath I stared at the door waiting for it to open. She pulled the door opened and looked up with a smile that soon faded. "Dinah" she asked quietly as she stared at me. My black t-shirt clinging perfectly to her body, she played softly with the hem of the shirt. Her bottom lip captured between her lips. Her hair was messy, she giggled nervously as she stared up at me. Her lips moving a bit shaking my head I stared at her.

"I'm sorry what" I asked. She raised her eyebrow at me. "What are you doing here" she asked quietly. "I have some things I need to say" I mumbled rubbing the back of my head, she nodded and stepped aside making room for me to walk in. Stepping inside I looked around her small apartment. I had memorised everything about her little place, the way she had her furniture set up. To the pictures handing on the hallway leading to the bedrooms. How everything in her kitchen matched. "So what did you want to say" she asked making me turn to her. She forced a smile and shook her how "How rude of me, would you like something to drink" she asked as she headed to the kitchen. "I think I have some of those snacks you really like" she added as she stared opening her cabinets.

"No no I'm okay" I said as I walked over to the door frame. She turned around with the snack in her hand and small frown on her face. She nodded and set them down on the counter before taking a deep breath "Are you nervous" I asked chuckling a bit as she nodded her head "I should be the one nervous" I added making her giggled a bit. She bit down on her lip and played softly with her hands. Putting my hand out to her, I motioned for her to follow me to the living room. She placed her hand on top of mine and stared down at her feet as she followed me. "Look what I said the other day" I said looking down at my lap, she pulled her hand from my grip and set them gently on her lap. Sighing I ran my fingers through my hair looking over at her. Her eyes making my heart beat harder "Don't look at me like that" I chuckled turning back to my lap
"Like what" she asked quietly, she was afraid to speak out.
"You have those eyes" I said playing softly with the little pillow "You get this look in your eyes and I makes me want to stay" I added, she tilted her head down slightly to looked into my eyes
"I always look at you like this" she giggled nervously.
"I know" I muttered "I need you to understand that I want to stay here" I said pointing down "To stay with you, I don't want this to end" I added motioning between us. She raised her eyebrow at me, and nodded a bit.
"I don't understand" she said as she looked over at me.

Sighing I looked over at her biting down on my lip.
"I want us to stay how we are. Friends" I whispered the last part. She nodded a bit and stared down at her lap. "This is what you told me the last time" she said "I love you" I whispered watching as her lip quivered "But, this needs to stay as just friends. I want you to want this, I need to figure all of this out" I added. She stood up and shook her head running her fingers through her hair. "Are you crazy" she yelled glaring at me, tears running down her cheeks standing up I walked over to her "How can you stand there and tell me you love me but sorry we have to be friends" she added as she stared at me "What is wrong with you Dinah. Are you trying to break me even more" she whimpered. She leaned against the wall and crossed her arms over her chest.

"No no" I whimpered tugging on my hair as I walked over to her. Placing my hand against the wall next to her head "I don't want to hurt" I whispered staring down at her "This is why we need to stay friends. I don't want to fuck this up more then what it already is" I whispered staring into her eyes "You mean the world to me" I leaned down pressing my forehead against hers. She reached up, her hands cupping my cheeks as she stared at me. Pushing myself away from the wall I shook my head. "Don't do that" I whispered. She bit down on her lip and looked over at me.

She sighed and walked over sitting on the couch, running her fingers through her hair.
"How are we suppose to even make this work Dinah. If I can't look at you, I cant even touch you" she said as she looked up at me "Are we just suppose to have a friendship without me seeing you, without me holding your hand like we used to. Who's going to dance with me when we go out" she asked. "If this is how its going to be then I don't want this. I don't want you to stay, if this is how things are going to be" she sniffled and wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand. "I think you need to go" she whispered.

"Baby" I whispered looking over at her. She shook her head and stood up walking towards the door opening it for me "Please you don't mean that" I said walking towards "Why can't we just be friends again" I asked looking into her eyes. "I do love you" I said biting down on my lip. She stared down at her feet, sighing I leaned over kissing her temple before stepping out.