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by altseoks

by altseoks

jimin ↴ ☆*:.｡. .｡.:*☆

[ SMALL SELF HARM WARNING! ]

i watched as they lowered hoseok's body into the ground. my hands trembled as i held onto my notebook, biting my lip. with every ounce of my being, i tried my hardest not to cry. tears brimmed my eyes as i wiped them away. i couldn't be weak.

amber stood next to me, rubbing my back as if it would make me feel better. the funeral was filled with depression and melancholy.

i was brought back to the hospital. my head rested on my tear-stained pillow. the lights were all off, leaving me in the darkness with my thoughts.

my feet touched the cold tile ground, stepping towards the tray table. there were multiple things scattered across it.

a pair of scissors, stethoscopes, needles, cotton swabs, and a small blade.

i grabbed the blade within my fingers, examining the sharp edges. holding it in between my small fingers, i slowly slid it on my flesh.

i dropped it. a small amount of blood fell from my cut. i grabbed the stethoscope and plugged it in my ear. i heard his heartbeat from inside my body.

"may we meet again."

the end