Christmas came and went, Violet and me hadn't spoke in nearly a month now. And i hadn't tried to speak to her, me and Hayden made up after our spat and the wedding was back on. It was only when Phil casually asked if Violet was invited to the wedding that more arguments sparked up.
"Why would we want that no good bitch at our wedding?" Hayden snapped at Phil, he looked taken back at her angry tone and his eyes found the floor as they always did when he got nervous. I bit my lip not wanting this to cause something unnecessary, god forbid anybody upset her.
The only reason i was marrying her was to push away my feelings for Violet, i mean yes i once had feelings for Hayden when i asked her to marry me. Until that day when Violet walked into the room at Zoe's party, a sudden flashback of memories came to mind. All the amazing times we had together, the way i was so happy. My heart ached for that kind of happiness again.
"Dan" My thoughts were distracted by Hayden's high pitched voice, she was sat on the floor currently making wedding invites. Phil was editing some videos on his laptop now been painfully quiet.
"Yeah babe?" I asked, i hated the word babe but she liked it so i had to call it her. Violet hated that word too, gosh Dan stop thinking about her.
"Should we invite Zoe and Alfie? I don't really like her much, she gave me dirty looks at that party" She casually said, Phil's head shot up with a horrified look as i told her we were inviting them. Hayden hate's Phil and he's my best friend so of course she hates my other friends.
"Dan i just said no to Violet and whoever the hell James is, so why are they on your list?" She snapped at me and i stood up.
"We are inviting them, Deal with it" I frowned walking out, i heard her scoff as i slammed the door shut.
-Violet's Pov-
"Well just go then! Like i care!" I shouted slamming the door as Kian stormed out, we were having yet another argument over something stupid. I walked back into the living room grabbing a pillow and screaming into it loudly. I looked out the front window to see Kian punch a wall before getting into his car and angrily drive away, probably to get drunk with his friends.
James somehow had not woken up from the uproar of shouting, which i was thankful for. I didn't want to explain to a four year old that sometimes moms and dads argue. Which another thing is i got James to have a DNA test. Zoe kindly sent me a small bag of Dan and Phil's hair that she had somehow got. And i still hadn't opened the results.
I quietly walked upstairs, into my bedroom and bending down to grab a box tucked away under my bed. I sat down on my bed then opening the box and sighing. It was filled with things from back home, pictures, old diaries, and even my old vlogging camera that had footage on it.
I carefully picked the camera up and played the first video that was there. Tears swelled up in my eyes as it was me and Dan in bed in a morning, He turned to the camera smiling with that famous dimple showing. I covered my mouth as i giggle escaped when Dan rolled over falling off the bed. Without even realising i was crying, i put the camera down looking at the pile of pictures, there was one with me and Zoe. We looked so happy, but now we rarely talk. And then there was pictures of me and Louise, and then one of me and Phil. I swallowed the lump in my throat picking up the envelope i got last month.
"You can do this" I whispered to myself tearing it open and staring at it. My whole body felt numb, i just looked at the writing. Not even taking it in just staring. Gathering myself up i nodded grabbing my phone and pressing the dial button before holding it up to my ear.
I had to tell him.
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