Belief In Me

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Belief In Me
Poet Q

We are not the same

I am not you
and you are not me

but I am judged
you are my executioner
for every day
you kill a little more of me
deeply inside

I hide

physically you unburied me
but mentally
i'm tucked away
cocooned by self-hatred

wishing my self-esteem
could just grow
but someone has cut
every ounce of faith from the roots

I run

far away but your words
move faster than I can neglect them
they stick to me
I hear them
repeatedly

I was told it built character
such a foolish belief
I have no basis
so I flow with streams

you said it's constructive
I find every second destructive
I rage at myself
"Why couldn't I be perfect"

The litter refused to be picked
A conjecture created by me
A self belief
taught from someone
Who wasn't me.

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