Questions
Poet Q
Sometimes after you reach a certain level of pain you believe you've been served your life dose of disaster, even question god for allowing it to happen.
I question my religion because love is the only other thing I believed in and every time I turn my back God is calling home another life, not just anybody but someone that is the lighthouse to my ocean shore, a center piece to the puzzle of my life I been trying to solve since coming out the womb, I wish I could send you to voicemail.
I don't mean to forsake you but I honestly play with thoughts of meeting you earlier then expected just to ask you what was really your intentions, giving me nothing more than I can handle, but every step I take feels like I'm dragging my feet through sand paper, it hurts so much to move forward.
They say everything in life is predestined and our plans are formulated before our mind forms the thought, so I'm battling internal desires to
let all of my anger be directed to you, how could you break the heart of angelic soul when all my life I been painting vivid pictures of it all being so beautiful.
more faith fading in you every second I feel like I'm losing the war I been fighting since an infant, this life style of lost isn't something I can be content with, especially when it's by the hands of themselves, tell me where's your power when their killing themselves
Ive never been one to question without reason but your supposed to be for your people and the blueprints seemed to be covered in treason
God I need the answers because I don't know how much longer I can believe.
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A Step Into My Light
PoetryThis a book of poems that sum up my battle with depression, religion, and growing pains I've dealt with throughout my life. It talks about touchy topics such as suicide, but comes together very nicely. The booka reveals some of the questions and ans...
