50 Shades Freed

Chapter 28

Harry and I step into the room and see Ms. Jones holding one of the most precious babies I've ever laid eyes on. She looks up at me and smiles moving the blanket so that I can clearly see her face. I walk over to the bed looking down at her. "She's beautiful..." I hear Harry say from behind me. 

"We told the doctors to wait for you guys...So that you could fill out the birth certificate...And of course she needs a name." I look over my shoulder at Harry since we had made a deal. I got to chose a name for the boy and he got the girl. "I assume you have one picked out" 

"Aspen Hope Styles" He mutters placing his hand on my shoulder. Ms. Jones hands her over to me and I move her bow so I can clearly see her eyes. They were a perfect mix of both blue and green. Her tiny fingers wrapped around mine and I smiled. I had never met a little girl who seemed to be so perfect. I hold her close and kissing her forehead making her whine a bit. I look over at Harry who is staring at Aspen as if he's never seen a child before. 

"Would you like to hold her" He nods and I shift her comfortably into his arms and can see instantly that Harry has fallen in love with her. He smiles down at her moving the blanket down from her face and looks up at me. "I've never held a child...besides Amelia when she was younger.." He admits to everyone in the room. I kiss his cheek and he smiles looking down at me. 

For the first few days it's friends and family coming to see Aspen. Liam had already fallen in love with her and vowed that he would take her from me. Harry's mother was more than ready to be a grandmother and had created a list of designer diapers that she wanted Harry and I to buy. Everyone who came to see her loved her. 

I looked over at Harry seeing that he was burping Aspen after she had eaten and took this chance to speak with Ms. Jones about how she felt about this. I walked over to the bed sitting down next to her and she turned her head over to me. "How are you feeling?" I ask

"I'm ready to go home" She sends me a smile

"I meant about Aspen..." 

"It's going to be odd going home without her. Knowing that I gave birth to her and she won't be with me after this point" 

"You know that you'll get to see her"

"Of course I will, but when she sees me she won't know that I'm her mother. She won't know the choices I made for her." She places her hand over mine. "But I know that I made the right choice. She will have a happy and carefree life with both you and Harry" I look over at Harry seeing that he's rocking Aspen to sleep. "He loves her so much already" She whispers and I nod. 

"We're going to be taking her home in a few hours. And you are free to take off as long as you need. I can cook and clean." I place my hands on hers and she smiles. 

"Thank you for your kindness...You're an angel" I laugh a little bit knowing that I am far from an angel. Taylor walks in with a wheel chair and I smile knowing that it's time to go home. I walk over to Harry and take Aspen from Harry to get her ready to go. Harry packs up her bag throwing it over his shoulder. I buckle her into her seat and lift it up waiting for Harry. 

"Everything ready?" I ask 

He nods yawning a little. Did I forget the mention that Harry has woken up Aspen has made a noise. He's actually quite paranoid. I'm going to have to monitor his sleeping pattern. We walk outside seeing a car being pulled up front. I position Aspen in the back of it seeing that she has her eyes focused on me. "Hi Princess" I kiss her nose making her eyes close. I make sure she's secure in the car before going up front where Harry is waiting for me. 

At home Harry decided that he wanted to get a little work done before spending time with Aspen and I. I didn't mind because I knew that Aspen had come a bit earlier than we both had expected. I looked down at the baby placed in my arms and smiled at her. 

I stood up with her in my arms and went to heat up a bottle for her. Once the bottle was warm Aspen drank about half of it before she put herself to sleep. I woke her up to burp her which she of course wasn't happy about but as soon as she gave me a good enough burp I let her go right back to sleep. I carried her up to her room placing her on her back in her crib turning on the baby monitor. I take one with me and go into Harry's office seeing that he was still staring at his computer. 

"Harry" I say leaning my head against the door frame 

"I know I know I'm going to be done soon. I just have to send these emails so that everyone understands what needs to be done while I'm out" He says looking up from his computer for a second. 

"I know that you have a lot of work to do but you haven't slept since Aspen was born, and I'm worried about you" I walk over to him and have a seat in his lap. He places his arm around my waist but doesn't look at me. Whatever this email is about it obviously has his attention. I shake my head shutting his computer causing him to look at me. "We have a daughter now..." 

"I know we do, and believe me I am utterly infatuated by her but...I do want her to have a stable home" 

"I'm sure you missing a few days won't matter" I place my lips against his and he kisses me back. I stand up from his lap pulling him up from his seat. I lead him down to Aspen's room. We step inside and we both look over the edge at our sleeping child. 

"I'm still shocked that I'm a father" Harry chuckles wrapping his arms my shoulder. I smile laughing a little bit. 

"You've been saying that since she was born" 

"October 14th will more than likely be one of the best days of my life. Along with the day we got married of course" 

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So Aspen was born October 14th and they got to go home on the 17th. Typically you have to stay for about two days. I looked it up so that it would be correct. 

I personally love the name Aspen and I'm very excited that I got to use it. This book is almost over and I'm not sure what I'll write about next. 

Do you guys have any ideas for what you want me to write about next? Or plots that would be cool and interesting?