The Life Of She

Chapter 17

Lauren's POV
It was the next day or at least I think it was.Most of the time I wasn't even able to stay awake. I stared at the ceiling cause that's pretty much all I was able to do. I was staring at it until I heard the door open and close then I slowly turned my head towards it."Hey Lauren,u don't remember me but I'm Jessica." "My sister,right?" "Yeah." I just stared at her then she proceeded to talk. "Dr.Edison said u can go home today." "When I first came here,how long was I out for?" "Almost two weeks." "How did....I live?" "The doctor said it was a miracle cause with the hard impact..u should've been in a coma for the rest of your life or even dead." I just slowly turned my head towards the ceiling."The doctor said u can go home today." I turned my head back towards her or at least I tired until a sharp pain shot through my head then I stopped and kept staring at the ceiling."How was I before everything happened?" "Well u were u.U were naive and innocent at some point but then u weren't so innocent anymore."When she said that it seemed like she was sad."Why do u look sad?" "Cause I kinda blame myself for u not being innocent.U looked up to me and when I got into with the wrong crowd.U followed right after me.I should've stopped u but I thought u being close to me wherever I was,was the safest place for u.Your only 15!Some shit u should've never been apart of." "But it was my choice....blaming yourself isn't gonna change .....what decision I decided to make.I'm my own person.Don't regret anything u did or .....allowed.Cause I'm sure...if u would tried..to stop...me...I would've done it...anyway." "Yeah I guess but are u having trouble talking.Cause its like your spacing out your words." "Its just...sometimes talking makes...my head...worst." "Then don't talk if it makes it worst." "I rather talk...then lay here...staring at the....ceiling." "Yeah,I understand." "Jessica?" "Yeah?" "Who is...Myles?What is he....to me?" "I don't know who Myles is..Why?" "Cause he's...all I...remember."I was still facing the ceiling but from the corner of my eye it seemed like she was shocked,angry and confused all in one. "Lauren,did he hurt u?" "I don't know.....for sure...(tears started running down my cheeks)but from..what I remember...he was." "Lauren can u tell me what happened out of what u remember?" "(Tears were still running down my cheeks)I remember.... going to some party and.... being by myself.(I closed my eyes to remember)He told me ....he wanted...to talk.He locked the door.I asked him...why he locked..it.He told me...don't worry.He had a...evil smile on his face.I tried to...grab the door...nob to leave..but he grab my arms...and pinned me...against the wall.He started kissing me.I told him...he was drunk..but he said..he wasn't.I told him...to stop but..he wouldn't. Then I head butted him.He called me...a bitch then wrapped his...hand around my neck.(Now the tears in my eyes were coming down even faster and my voice was cracking)He tightened ..his grip..and bashed my head...against the wall...repeatedly. I fell...his hand pulled up my...skirt.He smirked...at me.That's when.....everything else...goes...black." "I'm so sorry Lauren."I was crying harder then she started rubbing my head. After a while slowly stopped crying and fell asleep.
Jessica's POV
After she fell asleep I did nothing but silently cry and rub her head.
I couldn't imagine that this was the same little girl that thought our mom was the best mom ever. The same little girl that smile even when she knew things were bad.Our mom and our mom "friends" demolished that little girl.I miss seeing her smile. Mostly I see her crying or angry.
It was time to find out who Myles is and make him pay.