Unhealthy Fruit| editing.

39.

drained

trey

I was walking through the park with Maxlin just observing everything.

I realized how much my life changed in the matter of months. Things weren't the same at all.

I'm dreading the day when I have to tell Maxlin everything that went down with Rih and I but then again not telling him probably would be better off.

I'm not proud of who I was but I'm happy about the person I'm becoming.

Only thing off in my life right now is my relationship with Arihah. I feel as though we're not on the same level in the relationship. I also feel like she not emotionally or mentally there when it comes to Maxlin.

She not the same Arihah and it's frustrating. It's like she's having a detachment from this world but still failing to realize she has a child to tend to.

If I tell her to do something she catches a attitude with me. If I say do something, do it.

Hearing Maxlin make noises I looked down into the stroller to see him scrunching his face up getting ready to cry.

Whenever he woke up and didn't see me or Rih, he started to cry. I guess it's just baby attachment.

I picked him up. "Wassup lil man?"

As soon as I did I felt cold steel hit the back of my head.

I turned around only to be faced with Cajun.

"Wassup bro? Seen you out here just thought I'll talk to ya. See you got lil man with you," he smirked looking at Lin.

"Ion play these type of games. You might wanna put the gun down if you not gon' kill me."

"Is that right? Why you putting on this act? You do realize I known you majority of my life. I know you."

"I thought I knew you but I guess not," I shook my head.

"He look like Rih," he reached to grab him but I shoved his hand away. "I can't touch him? Sheesh. Can't touch my own little cousin."

"What you want with me?"

"I told you I saw you so I just thought we could catch up a bit. You know?"

"Nah I don't. Get away from me bro before I spazz."

He started laughing. "Ooo' I'm shaking in my boots but aye watch out though," he started to walk pass me.

"What?"

Next thing I know he shoved me so hard I lost my grip on Maxlin.

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colieyon

"What's up man." I dapped one of the guys up.

I needed some time for myself so I decided to come out and chill with my guys.

I was tired of Arihah's whining and Manny's issues. I rolled my eyes thinking about the two.