Love Is Not Abuse

I Gotta Let You Go

*Skipping a few weeks*

Alex's Pov

"What's this I hear about you seeing some new nigga?"

"Don't start we aren't together. Last time I checked you got a girl. So why you tripping over me? I'm single and can do whatever the fuck I want." Snaps Jennifer

"Who you getting loud with. You must have forget who the fuck you talking to. I'll slap the shit out of you."

"Whatever Alex I don't care anymore. The days of us creeping around are over. I already told you it's me or her. I refuse to be anyone's side girl. Do you see this I'm supposed to be someone's main bitch." Says Jennifer getting all in my face. 😒

"Why can't I have both of you?"

"Alex it doesn't work that way. You can't have your cake and eat it too. As much as it hurts me to say this, I gotta move on. I know what it's like to be cheated on. I'm not going to put another girl through that. I don't even like Ashanti but I'm not a grimy bitch. Then girls gonna be like oh don't trust her she'll steal your man. That's just not me." Says Jennifer

"Bae I love you so much. Don't do this."

"I'm sorry you know ill always love you. That will never change. I would say lets be friends but that won't work. We've been through so much together I can't just be friends with you." Says Jennifer starting to cry

"I hate when you cry. Why you gotta make me the bad guy. Like damn can a nigga get a break. I'm trying to satisfy both of you."

"Please just leave. Some how you always break my heart. I can't do this again. I want all of you, or none of you." Says Jennifer

"You know I can't do that."

"Sounds like you made your decision." Says Jennifer

"Oh so now you're done with me?"

"That's exactly what I'm saying. Goodbye ." Says Jennifer

I grab all my shit from her house and leave.

It's only a matter of time before she wants me back. I'm not even gonna sweat her.

She wanna play this game then fine. Once she see me going so hard with Ashanti I know she'll be jealous just watch.

I get in my car and drive off. I decide to stop by Ronnie's house.

When I get there I see his car in the driveway. Good cuz I need someone to vent to. I park my car and walk towards his house. I take out my spare key and walk in. I hear two voices talking. One sounds like my little sister. Nah it can't be I told her ass to stay away.

I walk towards the voices, which lead me towards the bedroom. I walk upstairs and see the bedroom door open. When I get there I see Ronnie and Charmaine on the bed.

"What the fuck is this?"

"Why are you screaming?" Asks Charmaine

"What are you doing here. Didn't I tell your ass not to fuck with my dude. Yo why are you here and don't lie about it either."

"It's not what you think we just talking. Ronnie is going through a hard time and wanted someone to talk to. I promise that's all this is." Says Charmaine

"It's true Alex. You my nigga I would never disrespect you like that. Baby girl is off limits. I get that." Says Ronnie

"If you say you're talking I believe you."

"What's good?" Asks Ronnie

"Man Jennifer tripping."

"Charmaine let me speak with your brother. I'll talk to you later." Says Ronnie

"Okay bye. I'm here whenever you need me best friend." Says Charmaine

She hugs Ronnie and walks over to me. She hugs me as well then leaves.

"Now what were you saying about ole girl?" Asks Ronnie

"I just left her place. She talking bout she don't want to see me no more. Saying to choose between her and Ashanti."

"Damn my dude she ain't playing. I hate that it's the worse. That's why I had to cut shorty loose." Says Ronnie

"Who Jojo?"

"Yeah you know I love her. But I'm not about to be tied down. That's just not me." Says Ronnie

"So what were you and my sister talking about?"

"Man we was just talking about Jojo. Come to find out she pregnant. Now I don't know what to do." Says Ronnie

"That's crazy. I told you to wrap your shit up. Then you wouldn't be in this mess. Either way I'm here for you. Whatever you need I gotchu."

"Thanks man I appreciate it." Says Ronnie

"So what you gonna do?"

"That's what I'm so confused about. I want my child to have a family. I don't want my son or daughter asks where they father at. I'm gonna take care of mine. I just don't know if I'm ready for this, spending the rest of my life with one girl." Says Ronnie

"Well you don't want baby mama drama do you? Then she gonna fuck up everything relationship you have."

"Exactly that's what I don't want. Damn B I really fucked up." 😫 says Ronnie

"Be positive on a good note you got a kid on the way. You got someone who will look up to you. Having a family might not be that bad. It's time to grow up and handle your responsibilities."

"What if I'm not a good dad? I'm just not ready." Says Ronnie

"I know you're going to be a great father. Don't even stress over nothing."

"You right. You always know what to say. Now what's good with you and Ashanti?" Asks Ronnie

"I love her but I love Jennifer too. Why can't I have both."

"It don't work trust me I tried that." Says Ronnie

"I guess Jennifer is right, it's time I let her go. It's not fair to string her along. Ashanti doesn't deserve this either. She's been so good to me. I have no idea what will happen when I tell her." 😳

"She's gonna be crushed. She might not talk to you again." Says Ronnie

"I hope not. I need to man up and just tell her. I can't live a double life forever."

"So when you gonna tell her?" Asks Ronnie

"The next time I see her. I don't her to find out from someone else."

"Good idea then it won't blow up in your face." Says Ronnie

"Since we're being honest did you ever sleep with my sister?"

"How you gon ask me that?" Asks Ronnie

"I just need to know."

"You my boy so I'm not gonna lie to you. I never smashed shortie but I wanted to so bad. The most we've ever done is kiss. She wouldn't let me to further than that. I think she's seeing someone." Says Ronnie

"Oh yeah I forgot. She messing with my boy Kyle." 👌

"It should be me." Says Ronnie under his breath

"What?"

"No said that should be me. You know I've been trying to get with her for the longest. She was always too young for me. Now she grew up and is still can't have her." Says Ronnie

"I don't know what to tell you. I don't like my boy messing with my sister. That shit just ain't gonna work. I know you and you don't stay with nobody. You get distracted so easily. I don't want my baby girl ended up like Jojo."

"I would never do anything to hurt her." Says Ronnie

"I don't want to talk about this." 😒👏

"Alright fine. Let's move before we get into a argument over this." Says Ronnie

"You still mess with Gia?"

"Every now and then. With Jojo being pregnant and all I chilled. I don't want to stress her out while she carrying my seed. If anything happen to her and my child I would never forgive myself." Says Ronnie

"You really are growing up."

"Hey I ain't go no choice." Says Ronnie

"True. I gotta go see Ashanti. I'll talk to you later."

"Alright handle that." Says Ronnie

I walk downstairs and close the fire behind me. Guess it's time to be honest with my baby. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. 😔
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Sorry for any errors. These last few chapters have been short. It's leading up to something big. You're probably not going to like what happens next. 🙊

So what do you think about this chapter? 🌚
•Jennifer cut Alex loose

•Whose Jennifer's new man?

•Jojo is pregnant

•Will Ronnie stay with Jojo or be with Charmaine?

-TelleTheMisfit 👌