I can't even explain the pain throbbing and bobbing inside me. I can't stand or sit or even lay here knowing what you just told me. You just ended my hope and dream that maybe, just maybe you loved me. But I knew we both knew even if that were true, that it could never be. But why me? Why did you have to do this to me now? I thought you liked me more than you do. How could I have been so foolish to think since the day we met that we might be together. But now you confirmed that you never liked me like I liked you, or like I thought that you would like me. Every time I saw your face I wondered if you were the one. But now you've shown me that there was always another one. That you never saw how I liked you and I never saw how you didn't share the feeling surprises me. How could two friends be so blind. But you must remain blind, while I see, so I can keep this burden from your back. This will only hurt you in the end.
He met your parents and they liked him! You never thought that it could be. But that could easily have been me! Why couldn't that have been me... I was stupid. it is my fault not yours and this pain shall be mine to bear alone.
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Depression Of the Worst Degree
Short StoryIm not entirely certain what this collection would qualify as. This is a blend of poetry, short stories, quotes, and etc. That I believe best describe depression. My hope is that maybe I can help connect with others who feel the same way as I do. I...
