A letter for Kaizen

A letter for Kim Lo

Kimmmmy!!!

Hi Kimmy!!! Heeeheee medyo matagal na akong hindi nakapag-sulat sa'yo. heeeehee.

Anyway, medyo busy na ako with school stuffs. Huhuhu. Plus pressured pa ako masyado with one of my elective class. Gusto ko na yung i-drop promise!! Feeling ko talaga na super hate ako nung prof ko. Plus pressured na pressured ako with my internship. Sana talaga makuha ako in any of those companies na aaplyan ko.

By the way, hopefully matuloy yung exposure trip namin. I just wish talaga na makasama ako and hopefully, magkita tayo! Heeehee. Actually I am planning to go for an internship sa Spin.ph, if ever na matanggap ako, baka I'll see you more often, that if may games kayo. 

Anyway enough of that. May gusto akong i-chicka sa'yo Kimmy. Huhuhu. Forgive me for I have sinned. Sabi ko loyal ako sa'yo, well yes, loyal naman ako sa'yo, yun nga lang when it comes to that guy who stole my heart back in highschool, mukhang ibang usapan na yun.

Kanina kasi we had ann outreach program sa may orphanage and my ex crush was there. Ang dami naming encounters kanina. A year ago, sabi ko sa sarili ko na I'm over him - I'll be over him. Kasi naman he likes my friend way back in kinder. She was actually a close friend of mine before until we parted ways nung nag-elementary kami. And now we're in college, I never thought na ganito yung mangyayari. 

So yeah back to what happened earlier. Yun nga, lapit naman ng lapit si ex crush, nalito na naman tuloy ako sa feelings ko. Sure ako dati na wala na talaga. As in wala na. Pero kanina, bakit ganun, I feel sad whenever I think of the past years na nagustuhan ko siya. It makes me sad thinking that he likes someone else and not me. It's sad. It makes me sad.

Okay na naman ako nun eh, pero kanina parang bumalik lahat. I had a chance to look at him and he never changed, still the same guy I used to love. Yes love. Sorry Kimmy pero minahal ko talaga siya eh. Pero promise, titigilan ko na to. Focus na ako sayo promise yan sorry. heeehee.