Is this how it ends? (Negovanman)

Chapter 2: Negovanman

I woke up around 6 am by something I wasn't able to describe at first. Something moved. Something that touched the whole frontside of my body. I slowly opened my eyes to see that it wasn't a something, but a person who moved. It was the beautiful Elise Bauman, my on-screen girlfriend on Carmilla. Her small body was cuddled up into my front. I could tell that she was still sleeping by the way her breath was so even. I laid my face back behind her head, inhaling the smell of her hair.

I knew it was dumb but I started to have feelings for Elise. I've had a little crush on her for quite some time but after that night in particular I felt like really starting to like her like that. I was pretty sure that Elise might might have been bisexual, but she never confirmed that. I mean she did laugh at lesbian jokes what is usually pretty gay but I didn't really know if she has ever had a girlfriend. But right at that moment when I was huddled against her back I felt so calm and happy, as if that was the place I was meant to be at.

I stayed like this for a little while, enjoying every second of it. But still I was afraid, that if Elise woke up in that situation, she might get a suspicion of my feelings. So I removed my body with deep pain in my chest from that beautiful girl. I tried to be really quite when I stood up. My bare feet hushed over the wooden ground towards the door. The almost empty fridge seemed nothing to have for me.

I decided to go to that coffee shop Elise liked so much. I slipped into those black leather boots Carmilla was wearing a quite big amount of times and got myself the next jacket I found. It was at that coffee shop, two minutes later, when I realized that it was Elise's jacket. It was that leather jacket she wore at a photo shooting lately. I remember not being able to avoid staring at her. Anyways...

I got both of us that Latte she adored and went back to the building the series was filmed in. I don't know how she was able to sleep so much and so deep but it was adorable. She was laying on her belly and her hand was grabbing the sheets right where I used to lay. Just as if she missed me.

I knew how much Elise hated cold coffee, so I decided to wake her up. I flipped my right leg over her body to sit on her back. I leaned forward and whispered her name. A little moan of her's told me that I was successful. I got even close to her, laying my head on her shoulder.

„Come on Elise. I got you coffee." With that being said her eyes opened directly. I stood up, allowing her to do the same. Her hair was messy and a bit of her mascara was blurred below her eyes. But she still looked amazing. And those legs under my oversized hoodie...wow.

„Well..." Elise took a sip of her Latte and continued to talk.

„What are you up to today." I smiled at that question knowing what she wanted to hear.

„I don't know. Tell me." A big grin appeared on her face.

„How about..." Elise was obviously pretending that she didn't already know what she was going to say.

„How about we have a tour with our bicycles, chill at the park and have a nice evening full of Netflix?" I smiled slightly.

„That sounds pretty awesome. But..." Elise's joy disappeared quickly.

„I don't have..." The blonde's face did light up again as she continued my sentence „a bike." I nodded in agreement.

„We could just walk at the park as well and have Lunch at Joe's." I consented to that.

A little later both of us left to get ready at our own apartments. I did not live far away from the „Carmilla" set. After a ride of five minutes I parked in the drive way of the small building. Before heading for my door I stopped by at my neighbors apartment. I asked her to take care of my dog, Charlie, the last day and night before I went to work. As soon as I ringed the bell I heard Charlie barking. I could tell that he was just as happy as I was when he ran out of Ms. Welsh's apartment right into my arms. I thanked the nice old lady for letting my dog stay at her's and made my way to my apartment.

After taking a quick shower, brushing my teeth and changing into something nice I left the building taking Charlie with me. The way his little legs moved so quickly was super adorable. I took the next bus to get to the park Elise and I used to hang out.

The bus stopped and I could already see Elise's blonde hair through the bus window. She was sitting on a park bench reading something on her phone. She was non-stop grinning as I got closer.

„What's up Creampuff?" Her smile got even bigger.

„Look at this!" In the next moment Elise's iPhone was being held right into my face. I took the phone in order to see anything. And what I saw was not was I expected. Actually I didn't really know what I saw.

„What's that?"

„That my dear, is called ‚Negovanman' Fan-Fiction." I admit I had to laugh a little about that.

„Like Negovanlis and Bauman? Is that a thing?"

„Yes it is! But seriously this is amazing. Kaitlyn sent me a link to this and I'm like really addicted to it." On Elise's face was the most serious look ever. Once again her phone almost hit my face again.

„Read the first chapter an tell me what you think." Two dark brown eyes were begging me to do what she wanted. That expression was even worse then that puppy face children do. No one could ever resist that Elise Bauman look. In particular not me and Elise knew that. After a few seconds full of intense eye-contact I took the phone. Below a video that showed me and Elise on it's header was wrote ‚Chapter 1'.

‚I frown as I hear the final words from the director.'

„Wait was is the name of this again?"

„Not just acting"

„And we're like..." I was heaving my eyebrows up.

„Yup..." Elise nodded as she continued to explain „more then friends." She said that with that funny but sexy voice she used to do.

Oh wow I thought. Well that's awkward.

„Come on Nat. Stop being suspicious. Read it." I gave her a complaining look, hoping she would give up. But she didn't.

„Natasha Negovanlis! Read this chapter or I won't have a walk with you!" Finally I gave up and started to read that chapter. It didn't took long to realize that Elise was right. It seemed to be really good.

I gave Elise her phone back after finishing the first chapter. I wanted to continue reading that story but I didn't want to admit that Elise was right as well. But she already knew what I thought.

„You like it, huh?" And that was when I started to blush making Elise laugh. Making her laugh was the best feeling ever. As if you get it as a reward for doing something good. That laugh was the only thing I never wanted to miss. Ever.

Caught in my thoughts I was interrupted by Elise's hand grabbing mine.

„Oh come on weirdo!"