Having to hear your ex's name almost everyday makes it literally impossible to forget about him. Plus how can you forget about him when the love you had for him still makes your heart beat. Not only that but his best friends are also your best frien...
Waking up a Saturday morning to my alarm was awful.
"Ughhhhh", i groan at the fact that i even put an alarm on a damn Saturday.
I wake up and head to my restroom half asleep and half naked. Yes, i live alone. Such a loner huh? Not exactly because you see i can do exactly whatever i want.
After i finish showering i put on a long t-shirt and walked to my some what clean kitchen. A disadvantage of living alone is that you have to clean the whole place by yourself since you know you did do all the mess, but an advantage is that you don't have nobody yelling at you telling you to clean it every 5 minutes.
I start doing some breakfast when i receive a message from Dom.
Party? Tonight @ my roof top
Of course it would be Dom who would be texting me about a party at 10 am.
To: Dom Be there
And of course i was nobody to deny an invitation or was i?
After finishing my breakfast i lay around on my sofa going through my social media. Everything i was tagged on was literally of me and...Kian. Of course. This would never end would it? Of course it wouldn't because i can't even get over him myself...sadly.
I locked my phone before i could get in my feelings and decided to 'clean' my apartment before i would get ready for the party. I was very tempted to just get back on Instagram and stock his page but then i would really never get over him. Instead i decided to turn it off and put it far away from me.
After finishing cleaning my apartment i get my phone and head to my room. Once i turned it back on i had a message from Dom and Jc. Oh great! Did i mention both Dom and Jc are Kian's best friends.
Jc- u going to Dom's later?
Dom- u coming?
Suspicious...very suspicious. I texted both "yeah" and threw my phone towards my bed. If Jc was going that meant...Kian was also going unless of course he knew i would be going... oh fuck Andrea why do you care!!
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It was now 10:30 pm and I decided to do my makeup first and afterwards i was too lazy to do anything to my hair so i decided to put it up in a high pony tail. I wasn't sure what exactly i wanted to wear so i looked around my closet until i found this tan mid thigh t-shirt dress which looked very comfortable.
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I texted Sandra to see if she wanted to join me and for a reason she's my best friend isn't she because she didn't even let me finish before blurting 'yeah'.
Once we got there i saw him. Kian was here. He was with Jc and Dom and they all glanced at me once i arrived. Fuck!! Dom hurried to come my way while Jc told Kian something.
"What up!!", Dom cried giving me a hug and then Sandra. "Mi casa tu casa", Dom laughed before offering us some drinks.
I felt so weird like if i should of just stayed home instead of coming because i knew for a fact Kian was going to be here.
"Bitchhhh!", I hear Sandra scream snapping her fingers at me.
"What..what?", i asked confused.
"I'm here not over there", she said pointing at Kian and Jc.
"Sandraaaa", i groan before sipping on my drink.
"Oh shit...ohhhh shit", i hear Sandra say before sipping on her drink and slowly turning around pointing her eyes at whoever was coming.
"Yoo", i hear Jc from behind me and then feel his arm around my shoulders.
"Heyy", i smile awkwardly not knowing if Kian was there or not. And right as i turned to face Jc i bump into Kian. "Oh fuck!", i scared myself.
"Hey", he smiles shyly making me want to just hug him.
"Hey", i say before facing Jc and try to have a conversation with him while getting some expression from Sandra.
"Jc!!!", we hear Dom yell across the roof making Jc head that way instead of staying here with me.
Fuckkkk!!!! I was literally standing inches away from Kian and none of us were talking. This is was sooooo awkward.
"How you been", out of no where i hear him ask.
Oh you know just here missing the crap out of you, "good", i reply.
"Well i'll let you go", he said before walking away.
"Andreaaaa you're so dry!!!", Sandra literally yelled.
"Oh what the fuck do you want me to say, Oh hey yeah i fucken miss you?", i say sarcastically.
"No, but try to conversate at least", she told me.
"Oh shut up", i say rolling my eyes while i glance around to see who was all here, but my eyes only wondered one direction and it was were Kian was.
Fuck Andrea for once stop thinking about him.
"You know if you just look at him he will eventually know you still like him", Sandra said interrupting my thoughts.
"I know", i say letting a deep breath out and turn to face Sandra.
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It was now 2 am and me and Sandra were still going at it with the drinks. Shot after shot that soon i was gone.
"Dom!!!! Where you taking me?", i ask whoever was carrying me inside.
"Dom?", i hear him ask..himself at least that's what i thought.
"Yeah...", i giggle at how dumb i thought he sounded.
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I slightly open my right eye and then my left one when i realize i wasn't home. Oh fuck! I glance around and see Sandra in the other couch and Jc and Kian in the other two.
Oh how adorable did Kian look. Wait? Whose jacket was covering me up? This was definitely not Dom's. Then it hits me...it was Kian who had carried me up here..this was his sweater...he had me in his arm like old days.
