Stuck In Love

Done

Kian's P.O.V

My heart was shattered. I had officially texted Andrea goodbye for ever. I had finished everything and anything that was still between us. It was done. We were done. For good this time, because I wasn't going to be the stupid idiot that texted her every hour to apologize and profess to her my love again.

Aside from what was happening with Andrea, I was still on tour and somehow I managed to get out on stage and make a hell of a show for all my dedicated fans.

We were now on our way to Glenside, PA. And I was officially ready to give the rest of our shows the 110% of me.

I go to wash my face and shut down my phone afterwards and leave it on my bed. I go towards the boys and see what they were up to.

Jc kept starring at me in search of answers I guess, but I knew he wouldn't get none. "Yo Kian, meet me in the back", he let out getting up and walking towards the back of the bus. I was confused for a second. I follow him to the back and wait till he starts the conversation. "You good?"

"Yeah", I laugh it off.

"Bro, I know you're not. Kian..."

"Jc I'm good. It's over. I get it now. We're done for good and I already told her goodbye for good. It's done", I let him know.

"Are you sure? Bro, it's Andrea! The first girl you ever loved, shit the girl you're freaking in love with... Kian she's a good girl. She's the one for you. The one you truly love. Don't let her go that easy. I know she loves you...."

"Jc I can't do anything about it. She doesn't want to fix anything. She's freaking hardheaded and she doesn't want anything to do with me. I've fought for her enough already and all she manages to tell me is ohh I just don't want to get hurt again, leave me alone Kian and forget about me and I will. I'm done. Jc I can't live like this. We are touring, this is my life and I'm done begging for her. I'm done and you should be too", I say before walking away.

"Yo...", he calls out making me turn around. "If that's what you want, then I respect it. But, Kian I know you well enough and I was just making sure you were good about all this."

"Thanks Jc, know that I'm good. Better than ever", I say grinning.

"If your good, I'm good", he says jumping towards me.

"My mannnnnn!!", I yell.

We go back to were the rest of the boys were and just talked about today's show.

•••

"Whoaaaaa!", Dom yelled coming inside the bus.

"That was ahhhhsome!!!", I yelled jumping up and down.

Everybody had entered the bus and were now sitting down catching their breath.

"Glenside was AMAZING!!!", Jc yelled.

After talking about how good the show was Dom and Jc left to drink and the rest of us stayed back in the hotel.

I take a quick shower and then just chill on my bed while going trough social media. I loved seeing all the pictures I was tagged on from the meet and greets from all the fans. They're our biggest supporters and I will forever have much love for every single one of them.

I was afraid of ending in her page somehow so I decided to get off my phone and go with the rest of the boys and see what they were up to.

"What y'all going?"

"Not having as much fun as Dom and Jc!", Corey sighs.

"Oh f**king Corey, why are you so depressed dude!", I yell.

"Oh okay I'm the depressed one! Yeah, I'm still on about my ex...", he sarcastically said.

"F**k off!"

One week later....

We were now on the road to Chicago, IL. I was pretty pump to do this show for some reason. Technically I was pumped to do any show. I liked to go on stage and do the best show for all the dedicated fans that came out to see us.

As we got ready to go on stage, we were all yelling trying to get out all our nervousness. 

"GUYS, LETS MAKE THIS ONE HECK OF A SHOW!!!", I yell so everybody could hear me.

We all run up to the stage and start jumping up and down. The screams of the fans made my smile grow even wider. I loved them. Each and every single fan that was here tonight motivated me to put on the best show.

After jumping and screaming and doing different challenges, the show was finally over. I was soaked in my own sweat and I felt gross.
"I need a shower!", I yell.

"Same here", I hear Dom yell after me.

Once we had finally arrived at our hotel everybody went to their room and took care of their own things.

"Man, I had missed being on tour", I let out taking off my sweaty shirt.

"Kian, this was like our 20th show! What are you even talking about?", Jc asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah, I know but I wasn't enjoying them till now... you know with everything that was on my mind...", I let out.

"Oh, that was your fault and only yours", he laughed sitting on his bed.

"I know, but things happen for a reason ya know", I sigh.

Jc raises both eyebrows before murmuring, "yeah."

After showering I lay down on my bed and went through twitter to see all the fam accounts and all the pictures they had posted. This was my favorite thing to do after a show. Tomorrow we would be hitting up Milwaukee, WI. And no lie I was ready to make these few last shows the best ones ever.

Jc finally got out the shower and lays in his bed. "Yo?"

"Yeah?", i question.

"Are you really gonna get over her?", he questions and I wished he would have never asked that stupid question.

"Yeah?", I say which sounded more like a question than a statement.

"I'm here, ya know", he let out.

"I know", I whisper.