The Push Away

Oh My Jesus!

"Drew? Drew?? Dreeww!?!" I hear an impatient voice say.
    I snap back to life and look up to see an angry Symone.
    "Hey." I say, still sort of out of it.
    "Well hello there." She says sarcastically. I scoff and roll my eyes playfully.
    "Whats up?" I ask.
"No, whats up with you? You've been out of it all day and you're  just smiling. You're not acting like yourself." She says. I sigh. Should I tell her? I might as well.
    "I....had sex." I say in a whisper. Symone scrunches her face up at me and tilts her head.
   "Huh?" she asks. I sigh and motion for her to come closer.
    "I had...you know? Sex." I whisper again. This time she fully heard me and gasped with the maximum volume a gasp can be.

    "What?!?! Oh my god! Drew!" She says in shock. I smirk and cross my legs.
     "How was it?" she asks intrigued.
    "It didnt hurt. I thought it was supposed to hurt. It was great. It was....nevermind." I say with a blush. By this time. Symone was redder than a tomato and jumping up and down with excitement.
     "So, you really love Jacob dont you?" she asks. I smile widely and blush even more.
    "Yeah. I really do." I say.

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        (4 hours before that conversation)

  I pushed Jacob on the bed and kissed him harder.
  "Drew." Jacob says breaking away from the kiss.
   "Yeah?" I ask out of breathe.
    "Are you sure about this? I mean we just talked about this, you dont have to do this." He says. I sigh and straddle him.
    "Im ready." I say softly. Giving him a soft kiss. He smiles at me and I smile back.
In less than a second I was flipped over and Jacob was on top of me.
    "I love you." He says kissing me and one thing led to the other.

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    "Hey." James says walking next to Symone. We snap out of our excitement and greet him.
     "Hey." Symone and I say in unison. Symone pecks James on the lips and blushes.
   I grin at them and poke Symones shoulder before walking away and giving them some alone time. I walked out of the lunchroom and went to the bathroom where I found Michelle smiling at her phone. I groan to myself before turning around trying to escape the bathroom.
    "Hey wait!" I hear her call.
I turn around reluctantly.
       "Yeah?" I ask nonchalant, almost sounding like my old self.
    "You're Sam's ex right?" She asks. I furrow my eyebrows at her and walk towards her.
    "Yeah. Why?" I ask curious as to why she gives a shit.
    "He wont stop talking about you and thats a problem....Drew right?" She asks giving me the stink eye. I roll my eyes and look at her the same way she looks at me.
    "That sounds like a personal problem." I say ignoring her question.
    "Well its your problem just as well as it is mine. How would Jacob feel if he found out his girlfriend's ex screams her name while hes having fun?" She says. I look at her with confusion.
    "What are you talking about?" I ask.
     "Sam screamed your name last night and I don't like that." She says stepping to me. I start to laugh and she frowns.
    "Whats so funny?" she asks frustrated.
    "You seriously think its my problem that my ex thinks of me while hes having sex with you? If anything its his problem! Tell Jacob whatever you want hes not gonna get mad at me...hes gonna get mad at Sam." I say stepping to her and looking her up and down.
    "And one more thing, dont ever step to me again or you wont have feet to step with. Capeesh?" I say. She steps back and flips her hair.
   
"Whatever freak." She says and walks out. I sigh and lean on the wall. I always wanted to hurt her. Now shes giving me an incentive.
    
   I do my deeds in the ladies room and wash my hands. When I walk out the bathroom I hear a little argument going on in the hall. It seems to be male and female so I look around the corner to see Jacob and Michelle. I frown and try to listen.
   
     "Oh come on baby, you know little virgin Mary isnt enough for you." I hear Michelle say and it takes all of me not to run and choke slam the bitch, what Jacob says calms me but it still doesnt take away the disrespectful skank standing in front of him.
   
     "Anything is better than you, but Drew is everything. So you can leave now." Is what he said I couldnt stop the blush. I also couldnt stop the anger I felt towards her.
   
    "Hey Barbie Bitch! Why dont you do me a solid and get the fuck away from my boyfriend?" I yell from across the halls. Everyone looked at me and so does she and Jacob. Jacob smirks at me and I wink at him. Michelle walks towards me in anger and hopefully Im mistaken but her fist are balled. She really wants to play this game? Its on. I got 0/3 strikes at this school I could kill her, bring her back to life and kill her again and I'd still be able to attend this school.
If I really wanted to. But Instead Im going to play it cool.
   
    "Who the hell are you calling a bitch?" She asks upset.
 
      "I recall calling you a Barbie Bitch." I say. She groans grabs my shoulders pushing me to the lockers and to be honest I was not expecting that. She has a little strength on her.
  
   "Thats all you got? Come on, I need more incentive to beat your ass!" I yell in her face and she slapped me. Something inside me snapped and I choked her and threw her to the ground. The same thing that snapped in me when I beat the cheerleader in the face with the Algebra book. The same thing that snapped in me when Sam and I broke up.