Too Many sorry's

Part 20

Marcus:"um..no"
Cali:"what?"I say as my voice cracks
Marcus:"cali baby calm down I'll be back that weekend I'll call you and text you " he says standing up from the bed hugging me As tears sadly stream down my face. "I'm sor-" "no" I say cutting him off and pushing out of his reach and wiping my tears "stop apologizing...it's not your fault! As long as you stay in touch with me and don't do anything stupid..it should be fine" I say
Marcus:"okay I will I promise" he says kissing me.

*skip to the last night in bed together*

Cali:"hey Marcus?"
Marcus:"no replies"
*I turn over so now I'm face to face with him and he's sleep..I kissed his lips because like I won't see him for 5 weeks...plus he won't be here for my birthday.he kissed back and I hugged him and locker my legs around his leg as he pulls me closer and I kiss him again.. He says "I'm going to miss you" a year sadly escapes my waterline but he wasn't able to see it because it was dark in the room and we were laying down. "I'm going to miss you too Marcus" I say wiping the tear away.."wha-why are you crying😕" he says worried "what?..I'm not crying" I'm..lying😂 "yeah your crying..what's wrong?" I sniffle and say "I'm just going to miss you alot..and I know it's only 4 weeks but..a lot can happen in 4 weeks..I don't want to loose you Marcus. I don't want you to do something stupid...I don't want me to accendetly do something stupid...I don't want you to go" I say as Marcus

some how wipes my tears off my face I think he has like night vision or something...anyways😂.. "I wont...I will always love you. Even When you don't love me anymore I will always. You won't loose me.I'm always yours babygirl" he says holding me in his arms which made me feel safe and believe him. He looks down to passionately and gently kiss me and I kiss back..he pulls me in closer which send send chills down my spine He breaks the kiss and ask "do you want to?" (y'all should know what he ment😏) I think about it because it's most likely going to hurt again but it was a good pleasure.. I bite his lip and say "no..when you get back.but in till then I'll pleasure you😏" Marcus stops in confusion "you don't mean?" he says I kiss his lips and say "yeah" I instantly felt a buldge on my leg. "I mean that's okay if you'd rather wait in till you come back😏" I say turning the other way so now my back is faced him "haha no I don't.😂."He responds.. say "ok" (and I go under the..covers and..have him a bj..and yeah😂 I was starting to get uncomfortable so yeah😂)