Resurrect the Love

Chapter Seventeen

Harry's POV

I followed Sandra but she ran too fast. I tried to reach her at the parking lot but she quickly opened her door the moment she seen me.

I even tried run to her car but she drove too fast.

"Sandra..."

I run my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath

What did i just do?

Sandra's POV

"Fvcking whore..." I said between my sobs as I hit the streering wheel. I just can't stop my tears that flowing down my face

Gosh..Why am I hurting like this?

This is the first time. I've never been feeling this kind of hurt before

Why is it like that? I know he is always with me. All the time, everyday, everynight, every minute. We're working together in the hospital, i always feel his presence, his body, his touch, his mind.

Why does it feel like there is still something missing?

Did he really loved me?

That Jennifer...my Uncle's new toy...

I never expected this to happen. Of all the women in New York city, why her???

I am hurt....so hurt...knowing the fact that she still feels something for Harry even though it's been almost 10 years!!

I wiped my tears and took a deep breath

I really thought after what happened between me and Harry and when i told him my true feelings, i really thought he will forget her like she wouldn't matter to him anymore..

By just remembering the scene earlier and how he hugs her makes me feel like...I want to die...

I've never been hurt like this in my life. I've been hurt, yes. Everytime when I'm seeing another woman who talks to him, in a flirty way. He really thinks that It's okay to me cause he knew that we were only best friends but deep inside i'm hurting..

I chose not to have any relationships cause I believed. Since the first day Harry sat beside me in in the classroom. I believed that someday, we will be together soon. And that was my dream and goal.

Now i'm regretting why i confessed to him that, best friend isn't the only reason why I am still beside him, and why I always choose to be with him.

I knew back there at the restaurant that he's stealing a sec just to look at her. I knew it and i noticed it. The way he look at her..I know there is still something going on

I can't take this anymore but to cry more

He keeps on calling me on the phone but I ignored it. He keeps on sending messages too but none of those has reply from me

Until, i reached our apartment. I ran to our unit and locked the door. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror and think

"Why..?" I said as my tears continues to fall down my cheeks

"I gave everything...my mind, my heart, my body..what else do you want? Just to make you mine?"

Sh*t. I don't want to be the Villain in this story. I just want Harry to love me and want me too...

I burst into tears as I buried my face to my palm

I kept on crying and crying as I felt my knees trembling and then I sat on the floor and hug myself. 

Until i saw this blade on the side of the bathtub.

I wiped my tears as I crawl into it and get it. I stare at it for a while.