You know I hate you, Right? #Watty2017 (Complete)

Thoughts

Dawn's POV (Mainly in her head)

The next day I walk to school as I remember what happened yesterday.

Me and Bella were at a bridge with beautiful lights as I said sorry so easily..it just rolled out of my mouth like it was normal and like it was nothing! And now me and what I thought was a girl I despise is now my friend?! It was only a few days and now were friends and it all started with a simple sheet of paper!.

I open my locker door as I remember my hair still looked crappy I shove my bag in my locker and adjust my hair in my locker door mirror.

There I thought just perfect!. I smile as I shut my locker door.

Gracie: Hey.

Dawn: Hi.

Gracie: Are you sick?.

Dawn: What no why do I look sick?.

Dawn: Cause if so I had a rough time getting up.

Gracie: No you idiot your smiling... you never smile!.

There was a pause.

Gracie was right I rarely smile I never smiled when my parents got married, I never smiled when I win awards, I never smile when I get laid or meet a girl, I never smile when my teachers get sick, I never smile when I'm in trouble I mean damn what's wrong with me?.

Gracie: Do I need to get the school nurse!.

Dawn: Probably.

Gracie turned around and started walking towards the offices as I follow her we walked pass the vice principals office, student councils office, the actually principals office till we got to the school nurse.

Nurse: Hello girls everything alright?.

Gracie: Um yes my friend here is sick or either dying.

Nurse: Oh..What's your name miss.

Dawn: Dawn Hathaway.

Nurse: Ok you may step outside Gracie.

Gracie: Ok.

Gracie turned around and mouthed "good luck" to me before she left the room.

Nurse: Ok my name is Shelby you can sit right there.

I sit where Shelby told me to sit as I roll my eyes without her seeing me.

Nurse Shelby: What's the problem?.

Dawn: I'm smiling for once.

Shelby probably thought I was crazy since she raised her eyebrows in confusion I don't blame her what I said out loud sounded stupid I mean lots of people smile.

Nurse Shelby: Dear everyone smiles.

Dawn: No I barely smile and now all of sudden I'm smiling like a idiot.

Nurse Shelby: Oh I see..Well did anything happen to make you all of sudden smile?.

Dawn:I don't know I mean I recently actually started talking to a person I don't like and since last night were all of sudden friends.

I explain myself as the nurse wrote on her clip board with a sharp pencil.

Nurse Shelby: Maybe that's why maybe because you made a friend with someone you don't like and it feels like a accomplishment.

Dawn: I never smile when I meet or become friends with someone.

I barely smiled when I become friends with them for sure so why would Bella make me smile out of all people?. She's not special she's just rich. Am I smiling because her life is a mess right now? Or am I smiling because I'm friends with her?.

Nurse Shelby: I see I may not be a therapist but tell me about them.

Dawn: Well she's rich and smart and pleasing to talk to though we fight ALOT! And she has lots of friends and I guess she can be attractive at times.

Attractive! Well of course every rich popular chick is attractive I mean everyone like her has nice soft cranberry hair and nice eyes and even pink lips and has a sweet sense of Humor and looks nice in anything and smells perfect even at the worse times she's intelligent,well spoken, charming. Yes she may have dated a lot of these guys like Jesse and that dude Mason but I guess that doesn't make her a slut.

Nurse Shelby: She sounds lovely.

Dawn: She is in my opinion and I never really say that about someone.

Nurse Shelby: Are you aware of sexuality?.

Dawn: Yes and I agree to the fact I'm a female lesbian.

Nurse Shelby: Maybe this "sickness" and smiling is actually just a twisting feeling of love.

Nurse Shelby: She pleasing to talk to probably because you can simply tell her anything and she won't judge she's attractive in your eyes and maybe even in others.

Maybe the nurse was right people say opposite attract and sometimes when you don't know how to express or not know that you like someone yet you can feel hatred to them.

Dawn: Thanks maybe.

Nurse Shelby: Your welcome now run along.

I got off my seat and headed towards the door leaving it open, I walked to my class as I pass students,couples and teachers I stop in front of my classroom door I open it as I step inside the class full or bored half asleep students.

Teacher: Your late Ms. Hathaway!.

Dawn: Sorry I was I got to school late.

Lie you were just finding out you like a person you never thought you would!.

Teacher: Alright than GET TO YOUR SEAT!.

I slipped into my chair at the back when the teacher was yelling for me to sit.

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I didn't bother doing any work as I leave class like other kids were I didn't really wanna talk since most of this was new to me so I take my phone and headphones out of my pocket as I walk to the back of the school.

Good the smokers or Goths ain't here. I thought as I sat on the stoned ground with my back pressed against the wall I plugged my headphones in as I scroll through my playlist of music.

After years of hatred it was actually me not realizing I like this rich chick!, I mean it had to make sense I kinda was happy when Jesse wasn't in Bella's picture anymore and I did feel bad when Bella stormed out and left my party in anger.

???:Figuring things out?.

I looked up as I stopped scrolling and seen the guy I wasn't completely pleased with.

Dawn: Yes how about you Eric? Running from Gracie?.

Eric: Not this time she actually didn't do anything yet.

Eric grinned in happiness and relief knowing he hasn't been touched, I chuckle seeing the boy happy. Eric slid down the wall and turned to face me.

Eric: Whatcha figuring out?.

Dawn: Love. I just found out I like someone I didn't think I would ever like.

Eric: Love is hard good luck.

Dawn: Thanks, why are you here?.

Eric turned away from me and faced the lawn were the jocks and cheerleaders practice.

Bella was a cheerleader probably a good a one as well.

Eric: I didn't want to show up to my next class so I'm here.

Dawn: I see.