You know I hate you, Right? #Watty2017 (Complete)

Panic

Bella's POV

I sat down at one of the empty blue swings of the small park after storming way from Dawn, thinking about it now it was a pathetic reason I read the messages stating that Gracie and Mavis wanted to give us some alone time on this date shouldn't I be happy to have Dawn to myself?.

I sigh as I pet my giant brown teddy bear, the bear was soft like it was made out of feathers and looked fat, I hugged the bear as I think more into the situation and how pathetic it was I literally stormed away all because I got alone time with someone I love the date was going amazing and than I blame her for "lying" and stormed off like a jealous girlfriend!.

Some parents were leaving the amusement park while others stayed and went on rides, or ate some food, I look around the deserted park hoping Dawn was looking for me but she never showed I frown in sadness knowing I ruined this date because of my anxiety and worries.

I literally got into a panic attack and stuttering mess when Piper came over to talk about this date the constant "what if's" popping into my mind "what if I'm embarrassing?" "What if she doesn't love me back?" "What if I ruin this date?" "What if she kisses me?" "What if she fist bumps me!?", I play with the sleeves of my copper long sleeve sweater that was warm on the inside. I don't want Dawn to hate me I want her to love me, I never been so attracted to a girl like this before or at all to begin with!, her dark appearance made her a mystery and her raspy voice so soothing to listen to, and the fact she sometimes blushes when I'm around it was all to special how could a person like her have family issues or a girlfriend?.

???:Whatcha thinking about?.

The soothing raspy voice makes me bolt my head towards the sound as the tall black figure sits beside me on the other empty blue swing.

Bella: Just how stupid I was for walking away from you.

Dawn: It wasn't stupid I would've done the same if you were me and I was you.

Bella: Why? Just to replay my misery?.

Dawn chuckled but began to speak once again.

Dawn: No because I like you alot and I wouldn't be thinking straight.

I blush as I thank god knowing Dawn likes me but probably as a friend.

Bella: I like you alot as well.

Dawn: Well perfect.

Bella: Yeah perfect.

Not to many words was good for me I like talking but not to the point where I'm a chatterbox cause I dislike chatterboxes and I feel like Dawn read my mind as she spoke.

Dawn: Not to many words that's the way I like it.

Dawn: I hate chatterboxes, so thank you for not being one.

My blush deepens.

Bella: Your welcome.

Me and Dawn laugh as Dawn leaned into my blushing cheek and gave my cheek a kiss probably leaving her black lipstick on my cheek.

Bella: What was that for?.

Dawn: I like you remember?.

Bella: Right.

Dawn: Come on lets ditch this place and take a walk around town and get to know each other more cause one biography doesn't help me.

I stood up giving Dawn a hand as she happily took it and started walking to the exit not to far from here I followed behind grabbing my teddy bear.

Dawn: Dottie is happy knowing were on good terms again.

I look down at Dawn's blue smiling cat and laugh as a smile plasters on Dawn's face.

Bella: Well that's great Della agrees with Dottie.

Dawn: Della?.

Bella: Yeah my fat bear.

Dawn: Why did you name it Della?.

Bella: Cause you me I'm ella your D mash it together you get Della.

Dawn: Like a ship name.

Bella: Yeah!.

Dawn kissed my cheek again before doing my favourite thing of hers laughing, I swear her laugh is perfect way better than Beyoncé albums.

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Dawn and I got smoothies before walking towards my Mansion that's two more blocks away me and Dawn began playing 21 questions a while ago after giving up on eye spy.

Dawn: Where do you see yourself in 10 years?.

Bella: Well I'll be 26 so hopefully married to someone amazing and funny probably working as a movie stars assistant or maybe a famous celeb interviewer!.

Dawn: You dream big that's kinda cute.

I blush for the 5 billion times tonight as I agree to Dawn I do dream big but that's what I love about myself.

Bella: What about you?.

Dawn: I don't know I'll be 27 so out of my families house finally I would like to go to collage or university for the English major or art major, stories and art are wonderful, I probably wouldn't be married though.

Bella: Why not.

Dawn: I being free exploring my options instead of being married and not seeing who else would be out there I don't wanna be a player or heartbreaker but dating people and end up staying single in the end is good for me.

I frown knowing Dawn just wants love but not wanting love from the same person she won't admit it that she probably wants kids, a wife, love and of course be far away as she can from her family. She told me that her family yells, fights and sometimes drags Dawn into them either fighting with her, without her or about her, she says all the do is fight than sleep together than fight again. I feel bad and the worse part in my opinion Dawn is cool with it all yeah she probably told her friends or witness it happening but she doesn't seem sad or angry just calm and normal she's use to it.

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Dawn dropped me off at my mansion saying hello to my mother than kissing my cheek again for the third time tonight as the sun sets and starts walking away to the direction of her house I step inside the clean expensive home and put down my bear on the red shiny stairs that leads to the second floor, I shut the front door and my butler took my bear up to my room after opening his mouth.

Butler: I'll make you some tea Ms. Yorkshire.

Bella: Thank you sir.

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HEY! Omg once again this is almost done probably 3 or 2 more parts till my first book is done! BYE!