Josh POV
Oliver and I were meeting up today, even though we both probably didn't want to see each other. We need to clear things up between us.
"Oliver, over here." I shouted, she walked over.
"Okay, so I'm going to be straight on honest. I really like you still actually, It's probably love. I just wish we could be happy and work out." I said since we sat in silence for a good five minutes. "Josh look, I still like you too, but I can't be with you ever. When we tried I ran away because I felt guilt. I acted like I didn't know you, but I really did. Which I believe is what caused a fight, not really clear of it." She responded.
"I don't really remember and I'd like not to. Anyways, Oliver, I know what you said in the hospital actually happened. I know you want to be with me and I know you love me, you're just scared of something. Tell me."
"Okay fine, I'll be honest."
*flashback* (Oliver pov)
"Oliver I swear to fucking god!"
"I'm sorry! J-Just don't hit me again, please!" He hit me, over and over.
I was bleeding, my body was in pain, I couldn't move. "Xander we're breaking up." I don't think he liked the idea of that. I blacked out and didn't remember anything else, but I do remember waking up in a hospital and then hearing, "We're sorry, your boyfriend. We found him hanging in the room we found you and he left this note.
Oliver, all I felt was guilt after hurting you. I was upset and mad, I can't believe I acted that way. I know it would've been better for you to leave me, I just couldn't accept the fact you wanted to break up. Just know, nothing is your fault. You're so beautiful and just simply amazing, I enjoyed every moment I've ever had with you, besides you know. Just, I hope you will be able to forgive me at some point in life, if not that's fine I wouldn't forgive me either. I also called the police so they could help you, I didn't wanna go to jail so suicide was my only option. I still love you. Goodbye, Oliver.
*back to normal* (i didn't know what to say lmao) Josh pov
"Do you feel guilt still, like it's your fault?" I asked her, she nodded. "Why? He treated you like shit from what I know, do you think I'm going to hurt you? I could never." I could see tears filling up in her eyes.
( I'm going to fast forward this story because I can hA)
*2 years later*
Josh pov
Oliver and I ended up being together, we've been with each other for a year and a half. Probably the best year and a half of my life.
"I love you, Oliver." She couldn't hear me say that. She was in a coma, we had gotten in a car accident.
