Fuck Buddies (Narry Storan)

Chapter 26

Chapter 26

*Author's P.O.V*

Harry wakes up a few hours later to see that he's in his bed. He sits up with a long yawn and a mini headache. He rubs at his eyes while shifting his body to the edge of the bed. The rain is still pouring, which reminds him of the events that had happen today. He rests his elbows against his knees then puts his face in his face. He mentally screams at himself to not let the tears fall again. He doesn't want to make his headache even worse. Two minutes go by before he uncovers his face. That action causes him to notice the two rings that Zayn gave him on his fingers. He frowns with a single tear slipping out his eye.

"I brought your favorite." Niall says while walking into the room with Portillos.

"Thanks. I haven't had it in years." Harry replies, looking over at him with a sniffle.

"Harry." Niall states with a frown while sitting the bag down on the dresser.

He comes over to him then pulls him up into a hug. He rubs his back and kisses his temple. A frown comes up on his face hearing his best friend sniffling some more. He knows this isn't going to be easy but this still hurts him as if he is the one that got heartbroken. They pull away but still keeping an arms length. Niall reaches a hand up to wipe away the single tear that is on his friend's cheek. He stares deeply into his hoping that he would feel his comfort through his eyes. It works because Harry calms down as he gives him a smile. He knows that he can always count on him to comfort him in his time of need. He will forever be grateful of that.

"I'm going to go take a quick shower." Harry says quietly then makes his way out of the room.

He strips himself the moment the bathroom door is close. He turns on the shower then gets in. He really means it when he said a quick shower. He does not want to have to heat up his food. It will be slightly warm since the moment the water runs over him he starts to cry. He just needs a few cries to get this heartbreak out of his system. He doesn't want that but his brain and heart won't stop reminding him about it. The cry doesn't last long since he walks out the bathroom with his eyes red. He walks back into the room letting his fingers run through his hair. He gets dress then crawls back into bed. He grabs his bag of food but stops all of a sudden.

"I just want to know why does it hurt so bad. I've never felt so crushed in my entire life. It's like I'm suffocating but can breath at the same time. I just want it all to go away but I know it never will. We got matching tattoos that will remind us everyday even if we get rid of each other's clothes, pictures, and jewelry. I will never meet someone as special as him. I would rather go back in time and not date him then go through this torture." Harry confesses not crying this time.

"Harry-" Niall tries to speak but stops himself when his friend shakes his head quickly.

"No. This is my personal hell. After he broke up with me, it was as if the world set out to get me. I get rain on, wound my knee, get fired when I woke up this morning, and more countless shit to come. He was my everything and now I'm left with nothing. I can't be fixed no matter how hard you or anyone else tries." Harry explains then kisses his heart tattoo that Zayn also has."I just want him back."

Niall let's all of those words process in his mind before he nods his head to show that he understands to some degree. It did hurt him a little when he said that his help won't fix him some. He can't have a broken Harry on his hands for the rest of his life so he's still going to keep trying no matter what he says or does. No one gets left behind whether that's physically, emotionally, or something else. He is about to speak again but Harry grabs his phone and starts to call someone. He already know who it is so he leaves the room to give them their privacy. He doesn't go too far just in case his friend starts to cry again.

"Hi Harry." Zayn greets the moment he answers the call.

"Just why?" Harry asks, feeling very upset right now.

"It's not like I didn't fall out of love with you or anything. I still have so much love for you but so does someone else. I would rather suffer without you then to have you suffer with me. You can't love two people equally so I sacrifice myself so you don't have to. It may seem like a dick move right now but you'll thank me in the future." Zayn explains as he grips Harry's necklace in his hand.

"I understand. I just want to let you know I will still love you." Harry responds, twisting the rings on his fingers.

"I will too. We can still be friends because I don't want you completely gone from my life." Zayn replies before sighing."I have to go but I'll talk to you later."

Harry nods his head before ending the call. He sits his phone down then starts to eat his food. He needed that call. He feels the slightest better knowing that Zayn and him still love each other deeply. He still very much hates his life right now. He gets under the duvets then turns on the television. All he wants is to do now is distract himself from everything. His brain and heart has been through way too much. Just as he decides that, Niall walks back into the room. He can feel him looking over his face to see if he can traces of him crying again. When he doesn't, he feels somewhat better but he's still on edge because his friend's wounds are still fresh.

"Are you alright now?" Niall asks, sitting down next to him and wrapping an arm around his shoulder.

"Me and him never really talk so I'm fine." Harry states with a shrug then finishing his fries.

"Wait what?" Niall asks, lifting an eyebrow while turning his body fully to him.

"Shhh this is the best part of the movie." Harry states, pointing to the television even though he has seen this movie five times.

"You can't just act like those memories don't exist. That's not healthy at all. I know you don't want to relive it and stuff but you need to accept your emotions and reflect on them." Niall says, turning the television off.

"I was watching that." Harry responds, making his friend even more upset.

"Listen to me please. I'm pretty sure Zayn wouldn't want you to behave this type of way. You're better than that. I'm here for you so don't try to lock up your emotions all of a sudden when you've done nothing but showcase them the entire time I've known you." Niall explains really hoping he will understand and cooperate.

"If you're really there for me, then trust me when I say I'm fine and let me do things the way I want to." Harry replies, receiving a deep sigh.

"Alright." Niall says before turning the television back on and they watch the movie together.
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Thoughts??? Predictions???

Bye.