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Silent as my screams

Poetry

Things I could never say, thoughts I have on my depression and anxiety, and descriptions of fucked up life events. Over all a clusterfuck of fuck this that and the way i feel. Not angry, well not completely anyway, mostly just bitter self-loathing...

#healing #love #new #random #regected #sad #scared #scars

I think but I say

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by TheGirlWithAKeyboard

by TheGirlWithAKeyboard

I think I'll slit my wrists today
Don't worry mum, I'll be okay

I think I'll puke my supper up
Oh brother, won't you cheer up

I think I'm ever so ugly
Geez dad, I ain't that youngly

I think I want to die
Dearest sister, he's just some guy

I think this is all I'll ever feel
Good graces my friend, it's not such a steal

I think I'll never measure up
Oldest of fathers father, I still feel like a pup

I think I should stop waking up
My mothers mother, would you like a cup

-M.M