circus freaks(on hold

REALLY!!!!!!

once Tony and I walked back to the house my mom stopped me. " why did you embarrass your younger sister in front of her friends."

what are you talking about?"

"today at school Abbey said you embarrassed her in front of her friends after school."

"mom I didn't embarrass anyone except for the head cheerleader but I did not do anything to hurt Abbey."

"well that's not what Abbey said." my mom said with her hands on her hips staring me down. my mom was not some one to mess with.

"mom I didn't do anything to her I left her alone to do what she wanted with her friends for the day."

"you left your sister alone why would you do that she's only a freshman!"

"mom Abbey must probably knows more people there than I do and she is not my sister."

my mom stared me down I knew she was mad. but I was too. my mom didn't get that I was new there I was new in this town I didn't know anyone here except Abbey, Allen and her. well Tony too but he's with me.

" you're back talking me and I don't except that so go to your room and don't come out till supper and I don't want you going any where anytime this week and every day after school you'll go to your room do homework and then come out for supper then straight to bed. got that missy."

"like I was going to do anything anyway. " I shot back to my mom and turned on my heel leaving her there in the kitchen not knowing what to shoot back at me. I got to my room and changed out of my swim suit and into some pajama shorts and a t shirt. right now I hated my life. I hated my dad for dumping me off with my mom her richy rich husband and their brat of a daughter, I hated my mom for thinking she knew me like the back of her hand when she hasn't seen me in 5 years. I hated myself for falling off the silks in the first place. if I hadn't fallen off then I would still be in the circus with Tony doing my routine with Tony.

I felt tears slip down my cheeks. I tried to stop my tears and be strong but I couldn't I didn't know how much of my emotions I have been holding back until now. more tears started to poor down my cheek and I knew I couldn't hold it back any longer. so I cried. I felt my bed dip a little then I felt Tony's strong safe arms wrap around me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried into his chest. I let it so I cried like a baby and I couldn't stop.

"shhh what's wrong why are you crying." Tony said in a soothing voice

" I...I...I... don't .....w....w...want to...to be.....here." I said in between sobs. Tony rubbed my back trying to soothe me even more .

"it's going to be o k I'm here with you and it's not forever it's only one year. and you get to really experience high school for the first time it's a bitch yeah but we have been home schooled for all our lives it's a change and sometimes change is good."

" not this change this one isn't good I hate it... it's my fault." I say trying to stop my sobs but failing miserably.

" sometimes you don't like change but it's for the better. and what's your fault? " Tony questioned

" for....for.... for falling if I didn't fall we ....we... wouldn't be h... h...here."

Tony pulled away from me and took my chin in his hand and brought my face up to look at him. " no. it is not your fault for falling it is my fault for letting you fall I should have caught you that's what partners are for and I failed. don't you ever dare blame your self for that mistake because that mistake was mine. Tony said in a serious stern voice

"bbbutt... but....bbut ..........." I tried to say but your cant fully blame yourself either because I was the one who made the mistake I was the one who fell and he did catch me I was the one who let go but Tony cut me off with his lips pressed against mine. his lips were warm and soft and sent tingles up my spine and I loved that feeling more than anything in the world.

Tony pulled away then looked down into my puffy red eyes and said " no buts got it.' I nodded and rested my head on his shoulder. he laid back on my bed and I laid with him. my head was on his chest and I was counting his heart beats.

"hay Jamie?" Tony asked in a hush voice that I almost didn't hear

"uhhmm."

"I love you."

I looked up into Tony's green eyes and saw that they were filled with fear of me saying I didn't love him back.

"r...r...REALLY." I asked him in an excited voice I couldn't get anything else out. I forcefully pressed my lips against his. my heart fluttered and my stomach was filled with butterflies.   he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I mumbled against his lips I love you too. and I felt him smile into the passionate kiss. I pulled away to catch my breath and laid my head back down on his chest and hugged him close to me and my arms were wrapped tightly around him as if I were drowning and he was the only thing that could save me.

Tony bent down and kissed the top of my head and then rested back. there was a silence that filled the room but it wasn't awkward it was cozy and comfortable. I breathed in Tony's clone and slowly fell into darkness that over took my body.

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"good morning love.' Tony whispered into my ear. I was not a morning person. Tony kissed my cheek then got up off the bed. I felt cold when he left and I really didn't want him to leave but as my eyes slowly opened I saw the clock on my bed side table read 7:53 am

" OH MY god TONY WERE GOING TO BE LATE!" I yell scrambling to my feet and tripping over my sheet Tony laughed at me as I gave him a mad stare. he turned away and went into the bathroom I quickly got cloths and opened the bathroom and brushed my teeth and hair. I ran back into my room and got my bag and headed down stairs.

"what's the rush sweet heart." my mom asked my from the dining room table drinking coffee.

"mom we're going to be late for school!' I said in a rushed voice my mom chuckled.

"sweet heart it's a Saturday.'

"WHAT!!!!!"

" UM IT'S THE DAY AFTER FRIDAT AND THE DAY BEFORE SUNDAY AKA WEEKEND!"  my mom mocked my rushed voice but with a quieter one and I just stood there and stared at her with disbelief. I heard chuckling behind me and I turned around to see Tony trying to contain his laughter.

Tony I'm so going to get you!" I said in between clenched teeth

'uh oh Tony you better watch out." my mom said behind me

I ran after Tony and he turned on his heel and ran up the stairs. he went into his room but had no time to shut the door because I was right on his heel. tony tripped over some dirty laundry on the floor and I tripped over top of him.

"umff" Tony said after I landed on top of him. I pinched his bicep as hard as I could.

"owww that hurt." Tony said like a little child rubbing his bicep. I laughed and kissed him on the tip of his nose and whispered.

" revenge hurts you might want to get use to it." I said with an evil grin on my face Tony smiled at me the quickly took that evil grin off my face with a kiss on the lips. "wow if all our fights end like this I want to fight more." I said in a humored tone. " you're an ugly bastard." I said to Tony "you're an ugly bitch." Tony shot back at me. we laughed then kissed again a little more passionately. Tony broke away and said " I Love you." " I love you too Tony and I always will." I said and we kissed again. 

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