circus freaks(on hold

What happened!

He was pale and cold I put my ear to his chest I heard nothing.

"NO" I screamed as tears slipped down my cheeks. I cradled his head in my arms and kissed his forehead.

"Tony don't leave me you can't die I love you to much."

"JAMIE, JAMIE WAKE UP SWEETIE WAKE UP."i heard a distressed voice call.

I opend my eyes only to be blinded by light. my mouth felt like it had a whole bunch of sand in it. my tong felt heavy and so did my eyelids. I sat up I was in I hospital room I looked over and found my mom crying.

"mom why are you crying."  my voice was raspy and it hurt to talk.

"here hun take some sips of water." she said handing my a cup of water. there was a IV in my wrist and I looked around the room that was filled with flowers. I looked at my mom with a scared look on my face.

"Jamie sweetie you were in a car accident." she said softly her voice trembling a little.  then it hit me like a ton of brick. the screeching of car breaks the sound of crashing metal. the broken glass and the blood and a lifeless looking Tony.

"mom Tony is he ok." I choked on my dried thought. I took a dirk of my water to stop my coughing. my mom looked like she was about to cry.

" mommy." I said in a small whimpering voice." I felt tears streaming down my face.

" sweetie Tony's in a coma."

"Jesus mom you scared me by the way you were acting I thought he was dead." I burst out crying.

my mom hugged me her baby bump getting in the way making us both chuckle a little.

"I'm sorry sweetie but it is bad he might not wake up for a while he had some brain damage that's why he is in a coma but the doctor said it was bad enough he might stay under for a while." she said

"mom..." I couldn't finish I sobbed into my mom's arms.

"oh baby I'm sorry this had to happen to you no one disserves this."

"it ....it....it....was only..... a second...... he looked .....a...a...at ....m...m..me...for...only...a..a..second." I sobbed even harder.

"sweetie it happens I'm so sorry it had to happen to you though."

"how....how...how long h...h...has it ....b...been." I say in between sobs soaking my mom's shirt.

" it happened two days ago baby."

"where's daddy?" I asked she looked down at my and gave me a very small very sad looking smile.\

" he is coming to night he couldn't get a plain ride back here until tonight." she said honestly.

"mommy thanks for being here for me." I said trying to calm down my sobs.

"Jamie honey if this happened to you all the way across the dam world I would be there for you and nothing can stop a freakin worried mother from going to her child."

I laughed at my mother using a somewhat bad word cause around my mother there was no way you wouldn't get your mouth washed out with soap for saying close to a bad word. she smiled down at me then kissed the top of my head and pulled me again into another tight hug.

"I'm so glade your ok sweetie. I love you." she said into my hair.

"I love you too mom." I felt like a little girl again before my parents divorced.

her smile widened and she grabbed my hand then put it on her stomach and I felt a little baby foot of hand press up against my flat hand. my eyes widened and I looked up at my mom.