Midnight memories (One Directional Mix)

Chapter 3

PERRIE POV:

"What  is it all about?" I am bothered because Harry keep asking me if I have anyone right now. It makes me uncomfortable to talk about personal matter at this moment. And I never thought that out of these four people I've known for so long, Harry is the least person I can talk to. We never had a very serious conversation about love and other personal things. Louis maybe the one I can rely and open up to, but not to Harry. I appreciate it anyway.

"Perrie Edwards, I just wanted to check if you are totally over him. I know, you've been through a lot but I think it is not healthy not to talk about it forever. It will hunt you along with your life.", Harry gripped the steering wheel hard, while looking at me with concern eyes.

I just nod and look down a bit trying not to give any emotions.

"Pez?" Harry asked me again asking for an answer. It i now silent at this moment, he turned of the radio, and I just feel awkward. I don't know how to answer, even it is only a simple question. My awful experience from the past made me so sensitive in all honesty that I don't feel to ever talk about it.

"Harry, I think you know the answer already." I said as I look out in the window car. We stopped when the red light show, it's a traffic jam again. All I wanna do now is, go to my room and sleep until no one will question me about my life.

"How would I know if you never speak to me about it. See, I'm sorry Pez for making you feel awkward. I just wanted to be there for you since my best friend left you. We are very sorry when the news came out, and we never had a chance to see and comfort you in all the way we should. I wanted to hear, that you are totally moved on with your life and find someone who will love you back. It's just all I wanted." Harry said as he hold my hands with his deepest sympathy ever.

I just give him a sweet smile and look at the road. Finally, the green light showed up and he continue to drive.

"Thank you Harry. It's just that... it's hard. I know I should probably move on with my life now. have you heard about our latest single? It's rude. The lyrics and all. and I feel bad about it. Everyone keep saying that the song is all about him. It makes me feel worst. But I can't blame them, it was a bit true.", I blurted out.

He just keep listening to my rant, and smirking while he turn on again the radio and searched for our song. He tuned in and put on the maximum volume. I feel embarrassed as he started tapping his hand against the steering wheel, and listening to every bit of it. He's head banging gently a the melody play around.

I know he is enjoying the mood.

"Haz, you're embarrassing me!" I slapped his arm.

"It's a good song! You must not feel bad about it. It is your song that help you express yourself more. You and the girls. I am proud! I am friends with hot and fierce girls all around the world." He said with an excitement. I grin and thank him for his recognition.

"But not as popular and hot like you, guys. You've done so much and reached the top. We are more proud than you are. Even you are under Hiatus, every girls in town are still crazy for you", I said.

"oh, they've been dying to kiss and hug Mr. Harry Curly Style. You can't blame them, because you are irresistible.", I continued and he looked at me in disbelief. He smirk.

"What?", I ask

"You said I am irresistible. I accepted your compliment. Thank you." He said happily.

I roll my eyes, "Whatever" I say and we both laugh.

"But seriously speaking, Haz. Who said that I need a man in order for me to move on? I' am fine more than okay." I cheerily say.

"But are you happy?", He asked that freeze me.

Am I?

Maybe?

I sat in silent, while Harry waiting for an answer.

"Maybe yes? Of course? I am contented with my life right now. My career is obviously makes me feel I am on the top of the hill. Should I ask for more?" I answered him with hesitations.

"Why are you asking me? It seem like you are not sure with your answer", He throw the question again.

I sighed.

"Okay? Don't worry when I find the answer, I call you back immediately."

He shrugged.

After a while, I can see my roof from here. Finally, we arrived at my front gate, and I am relieved because no more interrogations from Mr. Harry Styles. We both stepped out from his car, and he accompany me in my front door.

"So,." He said

"So, I probably head inside. And thank you for the ride Mr. Styles. I owe you." I said.

"It's nothing. I am happy to be with you again and the rest. You must thank me because I never ask too much earlier and force you to answer.", he said as he give me a smile.

"Before I forgot, you said you will call me if you know the answers. alright?" He added and while leaning towards me and kisses my cheeks. I feel his warm lips touched my skin that made me blushed in pink.

He's so sweet, I was deeply froze for a moment because we never had a moment like this. He is a good sweet friend to cherish.

I smile back and give him a nod.

He stepped back and turn his heels to his car.

"hey, Haz. Thank you again. Don't worry I will call you soon, when I find it out." I said before I open my entrance door.

"You take care!" I added while he sit on the driver's seat. He waved his hands and started to drive. He honked his horn twice and watched him leave before I go inside.

I went straight to my room and took a shower before going to bed.

It's the first time I felt at ease. It's like some thorns removed.

I closed my eyes, and I easily sleep for the first time in my life.