Perrie POV:
The day is over, sun is already set.
"Okay, okay guys! This is not the end! Get your butts up and get the things for our night partey!!!," Jesy giggles.
"What's your agenda mom?", Liam exclaimed
"Hey, old man dont call me that. I am not your mother." Jesy calls out.
Then everyone laughing.
"Hey, you boys where are going?" Jesy starts again. While Liam, Niall, Louis stand up and i don't know what they will do, maybe hiding. But wait, where's Haz.
I approached Louis to asked where's Harry.
He pointed out, near in the balcony.
I went there to reached out, but before i come near I heard Harry talking to someone. Oh, phonecall.
So i decided to go back with the others, but...
"Sir Simon, it's not what you think. Do not believe other people judgment about this. Perrie is my friend. And the other guys out there, we are one great family. Besides, i am doing this in behalf of Zayn. So please, clear this issue. We are not dating or whatever malice everyone is thinking. She's like my sister...", Harry said on the phone.
Oohh, i don't know why I felt sad from the words I've heard. I am like his sister...
I know right, i am really a crying, sensitive baby. I am getting to hate my self especially this people who loves me so well that it makes feel everything is so wrong.
I went back quietly in the living room but everyone's gone.
I search for them, and there.
They already been outside, the Leigh Ann and Jade fighting with the lighter, who will be the one to light up the bonfire. I am smiling from afar watching them.
Jessy as our mother in the group preparing those hotdogs and marschmallows in the stick and many other chips.
All of sudden, someone tapped me the my back.
"Hey, i am searching for all of you. You left me alone." Harry says like a whining baby.
I didn't reply anything. And i just pointed where are the others.
"Ooh i see. So, maybe they need my help there. Lets go." He said.
I nodded.
Harry went first to help the guys with finishing the tents.
Niall just sitting in the wooden chair strumming his guitar then all of a sudden Louis tried to smack Niall's head gently while saying.
"Lazy bug, mind if gotta help us here", Louis whined.
"Poor Ni, mind to bring those woods too for the fore", Jade added as she laughs.
This people are crazy.
I decided to join them. I dont wannta be the attention to be call lazy bug number 2.
I feel like not to talk tonight. I juat want to breath in and breath out. And watch this people doing to add to my happy memories.
I dont want bad vibes. So, i decided to repress my emotions.. about what I heard. About this feeling. About this confusion.
"Are we done?", Jesy exclaimed.
"If there's more you want to do before our party starts mom, if no then please let's start.", Liam again bursted sarcastically.
"Oh, ok old man it seems you're tired. Nothing more. Lets starts!" Jesy said.
We sat in a circle with the bonfire in the middle.
Jessy , Niall, Jade, Louis, Me, Liam, Leigh ann and Harry. So, good timing that i was seated in front of him.
I felt awkward for the first time of life with Harry. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
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Midnight memories (One Directional Mix)
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