PERRIE POV:
I am feeling a little tipsy now and I needed some fresh air. I tell Leigh Anne I'll be back for a few minutes. Anyways, they're all having fun with our long lost friends. Trying hard not to burst into too much laughter and all.
I stood up from my sit and went straight into balcony of the building. I stand outside and lean against it. I'm glad they chose this venue, a little far from the city. And It has a nice view, overlooking the city lights, I deeply inhale for some fresh air. I still holding the glass of wine. It keep me relax for a while. I need a time like this. No rehearsals, no concert, no singing until your vocal cords break, no flashes of camera all over, etc. I sighed.
"It seems like you are thinking too far that made me think you are on the way to jump down there", someone said that distract my thoughts.
"Who said I will jump up from here all the way down?", I looked back and saw Harry standing behind me, and he walked towards me as he close the sliding door. I smile.
"You know, I assume that maybe you don't like to be popular anymore. Enough with too much pressures and all.?" He added as he lean in the railings beside me.
I grin.
"Haz, what made you think I was having a suicidal plan for myself?," I looked up at him and put my arms crossed against my chest.
"I'm kidding." He chuckles showing his dimples on his face. What a cute gesture.
"So, what's gotten you here? You look like having many flying thoughts and I can't decipher what it is all about.", he added.
"Oh Haz, when was the last time we talk again about everything? I am fine. No need to worry about it. I am just relaxed with this you know." I replied happily as I leaned my back against the bar.
"I am happy to hear that Pez. I'm glad you are all over about Z-ay..n " Harry said with a hesitation.
I frown for a moment and hesitantly pushed my smile.
"Oh, I'm sorry that I said his name. I just thought..", he added.
"No, it's okay. I never talked about him ever since then. You know. But i am fine.", I said as I cut him off.
"It seems not like it.", his eyebrows furrowed into worries.
"Harry, there's no way you're interrogating me now. You are not allowed.", I give him a smirk.
"Okay then. I'm sorry.", he raised his hands in surrender.
"How about you? What reason you came out here. You must go inside and have fun.",
"I never like it. You know that." He answered.
"You're lying. You are a party people since I've known you. Getting hot asses and slay! Oh, Harry burly getting hot mommas and sexy models!", I teased him as I grin.
Harry's face changed from smile to frowning.
I tap his shoulder and " Hey, you are too serious handling jokes. I'm just kidding."
"Yeah, I know. I've been like that before. But even I am not doing anything. I even stopped dating and seeing women for a year now Pez. But it seems like, no one forget about it." He pouted and gulped some beer on the bottle he's having.
I looked at him. He was grown into a Man. No curls from his head. He cut his long hair and made it into a nice hair style that suits him. I forgot to give attention on his new look. But it seems like, he's changed for the better. But he is still a beautiful man like Zayn. Oh, what have I thought. Anyways, I felt a slight guilt running through my head about what I said earlier.
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