Against the World |5SOS FF Adoption|

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I am back! Whew what a crazy past couple of days turning into weeks, I know. I know. 

But here we go! Here's another part :)

Jessica:

I was really over Little Miss Perfect Aussie thinking she was funny, and just the most perfect thing ever. Really over it.

"Fucking priss" I muttered as I opened another box of my things, it was clothes. I went to the closet, which might I add, was a walk - in, and looked through the wardrobes and started to unpack my things, because I wasn't going to leave this house unless I died... So... I was unpacking either way.

I sorted out all my things into piles of what they were; pants, skirts and shorts, shirts, sweatshirts, tank tops, bras, underwear, nice shirts, and the few dresses I had. I also sorted my pajamas and other specialty clothes like my father's flannels and mother's wedding dress and packed them away into their appropriate boxes I kept them in.

I hung and put away the clothes I had, and it barely filled half of the smaller wall of closet organizers. I sighed, frustrated with it all, and went to my favorite, and most expensive box, my makeup.

I did spend quite a bit of money on makeup. I spent more money on makeup than food, but I mean, that's pretty clear if you saw me. I unboxed it all, and decided that I wasn't putting it in the bathroom, but dedicating a part of the closet, and put all my primers and foundations in a drawer, the next one up; powders, blushes, contour kits, bronzers, and highlighters. The next 4; eyeshadow palettes, and other palettes I had. I almost had to spill it into 5 drawers, and keep in mind, I could probably fit a fully grown small dog in each drawer

"I need to go through these" I said as I pulled out my Naked, Naked 2, and other Too Faced palettes I had, and smushed them (gently) into one drawer. The rest, was a mix of other brands like Morphe, Urban Decay, Kat Von D, Anastasia, Benefit, Makeup Forever, and a handful of others in the drawers. I squeezed the rest of my products like mascaras and the best of all, eyeliners in the rest of the drawers. I luckily had some clear containers to put my lip products in, which filled 5 drawer sized organizers of and displayed them on top. If anyone touched these, they will be 6 feet under very quickly with my parents...

Harsh, but it's the only thing I cared about.

I wish I was kidding...

I figured I'd break down the boxes and I heard Brianna come in the room, and the bathroom door closed, soon after, the shower turned on and I rolled my eyes. I might have actually wanted to shower now....

Whatever

I put the broken down boxes in the corner of the closet out of insecurity that I might have to pack up again, even though I said I wouldn't..

"Jesse?" One of the boys called. I froze, trying to figure out who it was

"One second!" I called and hid the other things that were in the rest of the boxes, and exited the closet. It was Luke standing at the entrance of my room and I looked at him, "What?" I questioned, he didn't look right

"Um... I just wanted to talk" He said and I furrowed my brows at him

"Why?"

"About what happened last night... Well, this morning actually but --"

"There's nothing to talk about" I said going to my bed, and began to make it up. He walked into the room and the water of Brianna's shower turnt off. I cleared my throat as he sat on the bench at the end of the bed

"Then I'll talk" He said and I rolled my eyes as I grabbed the sheets and duvets, "I'm sorry that I spoke to you like that. I didn't mean to offend you, or make it seem like I was better, or knew more than you." He said, trying to catch my eyes and I continued to adjust the throws on the bed

"I accept you apology" I said and he smiled a little, "I'm sorry I was so defensive with you, it's still just very difficult" I said and he nodded. I looked at the floor and he cleared his throat

"So, truce?" He asked and I nodded. Honestly, I didn't care what happened last night, but it clearly bothered him. I had bigger things to worry about

Yes!! So I'm back, I think... I hope lol

I've just been busy but im goooooooood I hope y'all are doing well too, I'm gonna start writing on this again :D