Against the World |5SOS FF Adoption|

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aww poor Jesse, amiright? 

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*chapter may be triggering to those who have self harmed* stay strong my friends <3<3

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Calum:

She seems scared I texted to Mike as he sat next to me on the very awkward ride home. He looked at me and nodded

She wants to be tough, but she's scared and hurt He typed and I sighed, wishing that it wasn't true

Yeah, I know I typed and sent. He sighed and listened to music on the way back as I could see Jesse look at Ash, and saw his lips moving a little. He snapped his fingers at me since Luke and Brianna were sleeping and Mike was barely awake

"Yeah?" I asked

"You mind taking this to smush it?" Ash asked as Jesse handed back her cigarette butt. I nodded and smushed it in my ashtray. This was my spot for smoking and it was a bit of a surprise when we learned that Jesse smoked, but it seemed to calm her down.

"Got it" I said, killing the rest of the smoke and tied my hands together. Jesse mumbled something and Ash responded, but I couldn't hear. I plugged in my headphones as the long drive home took place

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A few hours of sleeping, we suddenly stopped as Ashton lifted Jesse out, and she started to vomit on the side of the road. Brianna groaned and looked away as the weak girl fell to her knees as Ashton tried to hold her up. He held her on her feet as she cried and he held her in his arms

"She's probably pregnant" Brianna spat and instantly regretted saying so, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that, she's not that kind of--"

"That's enough" Michael barked lowly and she nodded. Brianna cleared her throat and she looked as if she was going to cry. She shouldn't have said that.

"That guy earlier?" Luke asked and Mike and I shot him a glare and Brianna looked at him

"They loved each other... But this morning, she kind of lost it... She wasn't sleeping and took some pills... It almost killed her" Brianna said, "She got them from John. Whether she stole them, or tricked him, I don't know. But he didn't want her having them and he was mad about it. He told her to wake her up somehow and I force fed her" She sobbed and I couldn't even look at her, "It's probably that. She doesn't eat. And once John came back in, he hit her. He hit her so hard I thought it would kill her" She started sobbing hysterically now and I rested a hand on her knee and she wiped away her tears, "She's got a good heart... She's a total bad ass and doesn't take shit from anyone, but I didn't know she was really going to kill herself" She sobbed and I swallowed hard and we all couldn't look at each other, "I'm sorry I told you guys" She said and turned forward. I looked out the window and Jesse was crying hard in Ash's arms and I waddled out to the door and sat down next to them. Mike and Luke joined us, and lastly Brianna. We all sat on the side of the road for a while until Jesse fell asleep. Tired from crying her heart out.