Day 5: honestly I don't remember when it was but it was a couple months ago and I know it probably shouldn't bother me but I'm one of those people who if you tell me something rude/intentionally not nice I will never forget it and I'll be thinking of it like all the time. Anyway I have a band trash account on ifunny and that day at least 5 ( I know there was more that that) people commented "kill yourself" and I know I shouldn't be bothered by it, they don't know me and all that shit but it just really bugged me then I got all depressed about it and wasn't a good day that day either so I got really fed up with everything and cried cause I got so worked up. Also I've been kinda depressed because of a drivers ed class I took this summer and it was 3 weeks long but no one ever talked to me and all I could think the whole 3 weeks was "God there's something wrong with me" and I've just never really gotten over that. I know these really aren't big things but I just get into my own head and work myself up.
