You Don't Get it - Degrassi Zig

Chapter 13

Cassidy POV

I haven't talked to zig since yesterday after I hit him and I really didn't know what his problem was.

Cassidy- can you come over after school?

I texted zig.

"My mom thinks i'm a bad person" Miles said to Winston

"And my mom thinks i'm a bad cook. Sorry your problem is much bigger" Winston said.

"No my problems stand over there" Miles said as I watched him was to Esme.

Me and Winston followed him over to Esme.

"Oh you can to thank me that's so sweet" Esme said.

"Thank you for what" miles asked.

"For getting you out of that dinner you were complaining about" she said

"With a detention" Winston said.

"I believe in solving problems not whining about them" Esme replied.

"don't act like you did me a favor" Miles said. I don't trust this girl she gives me a bad feeling and with that I walked away from them and headed to class.

I walked home with Zig and walked up to my room with him.

"Look I know why you brought me here" Zig said.

"Do you" I said holding up a box of condoms.

"I-I-I" Zig couldn't form words.

"Zig we had sex before but is that the only thing you want from me" I asked

"No I-" Zig said but cut him off

"Did things not workout with Maya because you wanted sex and she wouldn't give it to you so you though you could get sex from me" I asked

"Why does everything have to be about Maya" Zig asked

"I just asked you a question" I said.

"No. Your right Maya didn't wanna to have sex but that's not why things didn't work out" zig said.

"Oh really. Just get out" I said throwing the box of condoms at him. I pushed him out and slammed the door locking it. I stood there with my hand on the door knob as felt my legs give out and my keens hit the floor.

the next day in class I sat in class not even listening to the teacher. Class ended soon after but I didn't move except I stared at the floor. "Hello" I quickly looked up to see Miles looking down at me. I stared at him blankly and then went back to the floor.

"I finally found you" I looked over at the door to find Esme looking at Miles and smiling. I looked up at Miles and gave him a confused looked.

"Come on let go" Esme said grabbing Miles arm and pulling him away.

"Can we talk" I heard Zigs voice walking over to me. I looked up at him and stood up.

"Dumping me would be a huge mistake" He said.

"What?... What is going on with you?" I asked. He took off his backpack and put it on the desk to his left and sat down on the desk in front of me.

"Did you stop loving me?" He asked looking me dead in my eyes.

"Zig of course I still love you but I can still love you by not wanting you know" I said

"How can you want to and then not want to?!" He asked

"Who said I don't want too, sometime I think of you and just wanna... I'm just worried its gonna be weird" I said

"Well if were not doing it doesn't it mean were gonna break up?" Zig asked

"Why would... Are you gonna break up with me of we don't have sex?!" I Asked getting a bit louder.

"No! No! Of course not"

"Then why would you think that!" I asked

"Its just whenever I wanna do it you make excuses" He said

"Zig I'm not making excuses"

"Then what is it if its not an excuse" He asked

"I get scared sometime what happens if I say yes and then change my mind" I said

"Then me well stop. I never wanna feel like I'm forcing you" He explained.

"So we should keep talking then" I asked

"I guess Its a place to start" Zig said

"Well I'm gonna head off" I said picking up my bag and walking out of the classroom. I walked down the hall and out the entrance doors, I my eyes looking straight ahead and my feet walking on there own to a table outside where Miles and Winston are.

"how far did who go?" I asked Winston

"Your obsessed okay!" Miles said to Winston and he laughed

"Why aren't you, your so fixated on your dad that you cant even enjoy a closet make out" Winston said and it clicked in my head.

"You made out with Esme!" I said surprised and disappointed.

"IT MENT NOTHING!" Miles yelled at us.

"Okay!" I said

"Just tell me how and ill do it anything to survive this stupid dinner" Miles asked Winston

"I'm with you on that one" I said

"I don't know man just let go" Winston said

"Easier said then done" I said

"How you holding up" Esme said from behind Miles,

"Hi Esme" Winston said "Maybe we can grab a coffee sometime or ah commit a sexy felony" He continued Esme just shooed him away.

"You told him we made out" she said walking closer to miles.

"Okayyyyyy..... I'll take my leave" I said getting and walked away.

"Cassidy!" I turned to my side to see Hunter.

"Mom's here" He said.

"Did you tell Miles?" I asked Hunter.

"Yes" He said as we got to the car.