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What was your favorite part? What was your least favorite part? What do you think can be improved?I woke up to the smell of pancakes,sausages, eggs, and bacon. I shook my head thinking my nose was deceiving me, but it wasn't. I walked downstairs to see Kelly and my dad making breakfast. I actually cracked a small smile. "Good morning Aria." Kelly looked at me noticing me first. "Good morning Kell." She looked at me for a moment then cracked a smile. It was something about her that actually reminded me of my mother. I missed her so much.
It was 7:15 and I had to get ready for school, I excused my self and quickly took a shower and got dressed. When I went to fix my bed, the bear Chris gave me fell on the floor. I left it on the floor like it was trash because that's how he treated me. I had to catch the bus since I was avoiding Chris at all cause. I said my goodbyes and headed out not bothering to eat. I know I was going to regret that later.
When I got to school, everybody was basically there already like usual. My girls try to talk to me but I told them didn't feel like being bothered. I was still stressing over Chris whether I like it or not. At that moment, he came walking in with a girl on his arm. I try to hold in the tears as he kissed her on the cheek. I can't believe this. It's only been like two days and already he moved on? Mhm. He loved me alright.
I stood to leave and practically ran out the cafeteria. I ran until I was outside sitting under the tree me and Chris picked out when we just wanna chill. I was breathing heavily and my vision became blur as I let the tears come down.
I couldn't believe him. He had the nerve to hug up on another girl smiling like he just won an oscar while I cried my eyes out? Nope! He will not have that advantage to hurt me like that.
I stood up and walked straight back in the caferteria. Chris was sitting at the table with 'his girl' I guessed. He must have felt me staring because once our eyes connected, I swear it felt like I was under his spell. Well almost. I shook my head in disgusted and looked away not giving him another second of my day.
Once the school day was over I decided to chill at the park. It was a nice sunny day, some kids were playing and enjoying thierselves. I saw a mother push her baby softly on the swing. I can tell she was happy even though she looked wore out. I imagined myself in her shoes. I wonder how would I be. Will I be a good mother? Can I actually do this on my own? Will I be able to be there for my child? Questions ranged in my head.
I shook out the negative thoughts in my head and just smiled. I plan on being the perfect mom just like the one I had. I left the park and went home. My dad car wasn't in the driveway. It was only 5:02. My phone stared to buzz indicating I have a text. No suprise, it was from Chris.
Chris: R u still mad @ me?
I looked at my phone in shock. Is he freaking kidding me? Of course I'm mad. Shoot I'm beyond mad. I'm furious. I texted back.
Me:I know you didn't ask that stupid question.... 😒
Chris:I know I'm so sorry...it wasn't what it looked like..
Me: then what was it?????😡
Chris: That girl was my cousin she just visiting here from New York. She's only here for a few days.
I didn't know whether to believe him or not. What if he was just playing me?I couldn't afford to have my heart broken again and me having to pay the price.He already kicked me out his house and made like he didn't care. Even through I see why he did it, it still hurts he was so rude with it.
Me:Honestly I don't know if I should believe you or not but if it is the truth then prove it
I sent the message and kind of regretted it Do I actually want him to prove that she's really his cousin? Hm I mean it is eating at me so might as well.
Chris: 2morrow @7:30 dinner at my house if you can.
I nodded my head forgetting he couldn't see me. I quickly sent my 'ok' response.
Chris: Good night beautiful... I love you ❤️
Seeing those three ending words caused butterflies to form in my belly. Who was I kidding? I still love this boy with all my heart no matter how much he hurt me.
Me: Night ..
I sent the message before shutting off my phone and calling it a night.
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Pregnant By My Father
Fiksi RemajaAria Washington grew up with an abusive father who rapes her. To make matters worst she's pregnant with his baby. Trying to escape from this prison Aria must learn how to defend for not just herself but for her child too. But while learning the rope...