Crystal Visions.

Never going back again.

Ella's POV: 

I could yell, I could scream, heck I could even call some random people a bunch of names. I could even try and bash a street pole, but I don't want to risk looking deranged or any further injuries. Am I angry no, I'm just frustrated. I can't believe that Karen had the audacity to treat me like that, and embarass me in front of Aiden. What I said is true, she doesn't know, mom doesn't know, they weren't there, they're never here! They may be here physically but in spirit they're just trying to get through this next week of recording and fun. There are so many things that my mom doesn't know about me, and I keep them to myself because I gave up long ago trying to reveal these talents or tidbits of myself to her. She's the wisest woman I know, but unfortunately right now I don't want the wisest woman in the world. I want my mom to listen to what I have to say, being the youngest I don't care if my older siblings sometimes push me around, I give it right back to them. But I don't have much of a voice, say for example, mom will let me join them in the room while they're recording, but I can't hold a conversation with her or anyone, so I usually leave and isolate myself in my room with my books and I talk on the phone for hours to Lily.  

Lily is, her love for Theda and I it's very maternal. It's almost disgusting how maternal she is towards me but to further contradict the thought, I love it, ever since I was little and even if I was on tour with mom and dad I didn't get to spend it with them all the time. They had rehearsals, soundchecks, interviews, then more rehearsals, and more soundchecks, then more interviews, and then the concert. They'd still spend their breaks focusing on all of us kids, but again it's tough, they did however when either of us were sick cancel the shows. But lucky for them we were healthy children. When mom and dad are touring, I stay at Lily's and Theda's that's been happening since I was twelve the girls moved out right after their eighteenth. It's just its complicated and then there's the deal with Aiden. 

Here's how it is, Aiden has a problem! And he's had it for a while, it wasn't until he 'touched' me that he realized what this problem was. He left to avoid being near me and to seek strong counselling. When I saw him just before, I could tell that something's changed in him, and it's a positive change. Yes I fell in love with him, I didn't like what he did to me, but there were moments when he was really sweet and I knew that was really him. I had to push him away, I had to beware of him because I wasn't entirely sure if he had gotten better. He seems to be getting better, but at the same time I know not to get emotionally attatched to him, I learnt my lesson, especially after he called me a virgin who got stood up by puberty. That was harsh, but I'm over that. I don't know how long I've been walking but the suns starting to go down, nightlife will be coming together soon, and my mom must be worried sick...Crap I'm gonna get it, when I get home...But I managed to get some fro-yo.  

Stevie's POV:  

'' Damn it Stevie, don't walk away from me when I talk to you!'' I don't have time to deal with this, I have recording going on downstairs, and I have a hormone fuelled fifteen year old walking down sunset boulevard. All kinds of dangerous scenarios or life-threatning situations that could harm my baby are playing in my mind. To make matters worse I have a husband who's just as worried as I am, and we're unfortunately taking our concern and disagreements out on each other. '' I'm not walking away from you, I'm just giving you some space.'' I calmly reply to him.   

'' Stevie, why didn't you just run after her!'' he says in a bit of a lower volume. 

'' I tried, but as she did, a big Truck drove past and we couldn't find her after that. We drove around for an hour to find her, we even checked every spot she loves to go to. But she's smart, she knew to avoid those spots. Gosh your making it sound like I wasn't at all bothered.'' I bark back to him. Honestly, if he's so worried why doesn't he go and find her himself, we called Lily and Theda they haven't seen her, Troy and Seth haven't and Aaron's still in Europe, and I doubt she could have gone that far.