Dear Diary,
Hiya! Um so this is my first diary entry and I never really have had a diary before. I just thought it would be a good and fun Idea because I have so many feeling I can get out without,
1.)Screaming into my pillow
2.)Crying alone in my room
3.)Throwing my laptop out the window because it freezes a lot
4.)Without annoying everyone with my problems
5.)Having to live with all of my secrets inside of me.
I have ALOT of secrets that I haven't even told Nicole and Farrah and they are my best friends!
I don't know, I mean over the last few years, I've lost so much trust in so many people and I guess I have really bad trust issues. Nicole and Farrah are basically the only people that I can trust right now.
Well, I guess I should give you my first secret.
Secret #1
Well, I am actually a belieber. I KNOW RIGHT SHOCKING! It's just that he is so genuine and he is so...himself and do you even know how hard it is to be yourself when you are under the spotlight like that?!?!?
I mean, I don't but I'm guessing it's really hard.
But the thing is, I'm a SECRET belieber.
Why, You ask? Well because the directioner and belieber fan base aren't the best of friends....I mean if one belieber even mentions one flaw about one direction, *BAM* World war Fangirl breaks out.
AND AINT NOBODY GOT TIME FO' DAT!
Literally I'm so far back in the closet of hiding my love for Justin Bieber that one more step and I'm in Narnia.
OMG! I have to go. Niall wants to talk to me.
OH DID I MENTION THAT IM HANGING OUT WITH......ONE DIRECTION?!?!?
Be jelly :3
- Lexi <3
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Behind The Mask ( 1D Fanfic.)
FanfictionWhat would you do if you won a contest to meet One Direction? What would you do if the boys of One Direction were your biggest inspirations? Meet Lexi Jordan, she has been bullied most of her life and her dad used to abuse her after her sister went...
