Behind The Mask ( 1D Fanfic.)

Chapter 23

Harrys P.O.V

I quietly opened the door to Lexi and Nicoles room, not yet knowing what lied on the other side. I tip-toed in and the first thing I saw was Nicole laying still in her bed.

"She must be asleep." I said to myself as I crept over to a soundly sleeping Lexi. 

"Should I wake her or not? the worst that could happen is that she slaps me in the face for being a total di-jerk earlier. Oh well, might as well just get it over with." I thought to myself as I softly shook her awake.

"Lexi....Lexi wake up, I need to talk to you." I whispered as soft as I could.

"H-Harry? Is that you?" shye asked as she sat up rubbing her eyes. I could tell she was still half asleep. 

"Yeah, it's me." I responded back with a low voice, making sure not to wake Nicole.

"What are you doing in here? I thought you were mad at me? I mean I don't know why becau-I was but but I need to ask you something, will you come with me really quick?" I asked intterupting her.

"Um, sure...." She said. I could tell she had a hint of curiosity in her voice.

I led her to the bathroom and closed and locked the door. We were surrounded by flower wallpaper that loked like it would have belonged to my grandmother.

I am going to kill Louis for picking this wallpaper out once I am done here. I swear he is secretly gay on the inside.....he doesn't show it but we all know it's there. ;)

[A/N BTW I am not making fun of Boo Bear! I just wanted to add that in to make it a little more fun to read xD. DONT HURT MEH LOUIS LOVERS! IM SOWWY! IM TOO YOUNG TO DIE D:]

"What did you want to ask m-" Lexi stopped talking as I pointed to the trash can and she saw the toilet paper and razor blade. She had a look of fear on her face.

"Whoes are these?" I asked as she continued to stare at the trash can.

"I-I um have to go." she said as she tried to open the door but I pulled her arm and sat her down on the toilet. 

"I said, whoes are these Lexi?!" I asked once again, this time raising my voice a little bit more.

"They're-They're mine." She conffessed frowning at the floor. I lifted her head up with me fingers.

"Why? Why would you do this?" I asked her, tears brimming my eyes.

"Because Harry, I deserved it!" I started to let my tears flow as I slowly sat down beside her and let her put her head on omy shoulder.

"What made you think that?" I asked her as I scooted closer to her.

"Y-you did. What you said was all the truth. I am worthless, I do ruin everything, why was I even born Harry? WHY? I never thought that meeting the 5 people who saved my life would turn out to be a relationship created that I would end up ruining and now, one of my idols hates me and blamed something that I couldnt even help on me. I mean, I have cut before but Nicole, Farrah, and Niall are the only ones who know. Harry, I feel so broken." After she said that, I cried so much. I didn't mean what I said.. I should have never done that. I am such a horrible person. I know she couldnt help the fact that she drowned. I need to make things right again.

"Lex, I'm so sorry. What I said was so stupid and it wasnt even the truth. I love you so much and I would NEVER want to hurt you. Please forgive mne I am so sorry!" I said to her as I pulled her closer and kissed her fore head.

"I-I forgive you." She said hugging me tighter.

Everything was right again...well, almost everything.